Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Don't hold your breath anymore

Assalamualaikum..


What makes people think that i'm going to entertain them after what they've done to me? Stop being so.. full of yourself and why come running back to me after abandoning me! Belum puas lagi sakitkan hati orang? Everybody have their own limits to things. For as far as i'm concerned, Alhamdullillah, i've managed to tolerate with your nonsense. But.. You were the one who abandoned me and said to lose contact. So why come running back? Sudahlah, i'm never gonna give in to you anymore. Banyak sangat muka lah aku berikan pada kau. 

Bukan dia sorang je yang buat sakit hati.. Ada lagi yang teruk. Entah angin apa pasal, ku dihina dan dituduh sembarangan. Hai.. Bukan nak menungkit, tapi kalau sudah dihina sebegitu, siapa boleh lupakan, kan? Ya, memang sudah pun ku maafkan, tapi untuk menerima kembali sebagai kawan memang sesungguhnya tidak layak. Tapi apakan daya, aku hanyalah seorang perempuan. Perempuan memang semula jadi lembut hatinya. Senang memaafkan dan memberi peluang lagi walaupun kita tahu mereka tidak layak diterima kembali. That's the reason why girls tend to get hurt easily for being rather too naive thinking that these people'll change. Hai.. Biarlah, selagi ku mampu lah kan? Hai jerl. Berjiwang pula ni Turtle! Enough said. K tukar topik!

Some awkward moments are cute. Some are just toooooo awkward that you hope the floor will swallow you for you'll dissappear. That's what happened to me just now. Tried my best to never be face to face with a colleague of mine, but it was really unplanned. Ah! I don't really like eye contacts! It makes the awkward moment awkward-er! Hahahaha. Nevermind. BaOdir called me Kakak Turtle. I wish one day, y brothers would stop flying. Being so far just makes me sad. Have I told you that i've had always wanted to hug my second big brother like how I hugged the first everytime? One day, I hope.. I'll be working morning shift tomorrow. So, i need to sleep now or i won't wake up! What more after work, i'll be having ngaji, one to one with Kak Fitri! Ngantuk nanti! Goodnight.

Oh and I love Jurong Point Banquet's Ban Main Tom Yam! I don't mind having it for every meal. Oh my gosh. I'm craving and drooling for it again! Padahal baru saja makan tadi dengan Sis Nadiah! And oh, don't you people just love my blog's layout? I know I do.

Assalamualaikum!

Friday, January 27, 2012

I'm sorry..

Assalamualaikum..

I wish my big brothers would stop flying to else where and stay and work in Singapore.. I don't like my big brothers to fly. Honestly.. I'll miss them so much. Thinking about big brothers being miles apart from us, hurts.. :'(
But it's okay.. It'll all be over soon.. Hopefully, after this they'll retire from flying and get other jobs that are more Barokah.. Amiin..

By this Monday, InsyaALLAH, will the results of JAE be released. I'm nervous waiting for this results as.. It really does show what's my next step is. Hopefully, yang Barokah. AMIIN!
InsyaALLAH, Me and Azryn will be working in Library. With Peeyus too. All under one roof. :')

Anywhos.. Rindunya my Second Family, J-Bot.. Meet up soon kay you ollz. <3 :')
Good night.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Monday, January 16, 2012

Was it worth it?





Assalamualaikum. Hello.
I love my eyes in this photo. Look so brownish.
And I dyed my hair.
Like as if you care, Right?
I'm so far, satisfied with my results. if you're wondering.
I;m just dissappointed in some unrelated stuffs.
Anyways, Enjoy your Holidays!