Super Duper Turtle

I'm sorry..

2012-01-27T01:00:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

I wish my big brothers would stop flying to else where and stay and work in Singapore.. I don't like my big brothers to fly. Honestly.. I'll miss them so much. Thinking about big brothers being miles apart from us, hurts.. :'(
But it's okay.. It'll all be over soon.. Hopefully, after this they'll retire from flying and get other jobs that are more Barokah.. Amiin..

By this Monday, InsyaALLAH, will the results of JAE be released. I'm nervous waiting for this results as.. It really does show what's my next step is. Hopefully, yang Barokah. AMIIN!
InsyaALLAH, Me and Azryn will be working in Library. With Peeyus too. All under one roof. :')

Anywhos.. Rindunya my Second Family, J-Bot.. Meet up soon kay you ollz. <3 :')
Good night.

Regrets..

2012-01-26T01:17:00.004+08:00

Hi.

Was it worth it?

2012-01-16T18:33:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Hello.
I love my eyes in this photo. Look so brownish.
And I dyed my hair.
Like as if you care, Right?I'm so far, satisfied with my results. if you're wondering.I;m just dissappointed in some unrelated stuffs.Anyways, Enjoy your Holidays!

It feels like more than distance between us

2011-12-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

Back to the place where i belong

2011-12-09T20:14:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone.

I'm currently at my granny's house. My brother has Taekwando. I want Double Chocolate Frappe! But sadly, due to my bag's heaviness, i didn't buy a Double chocolate Frappe. It's okay. Will get it next time, InsyaALLAH. I'm hungry.

Today was the last day of staying at my Aunt's place. So, i'm going home later at night after my brother has done his Teakwando. I had to carry ALL of my things back. OMG! It's sooooo HEAVY! REALLY. I've reached my Granny's house since 7pm just now, and my shoulder still hurts. SADDDD.

Anywhos, it's cool the number of my blog's pageviews are increasing fast. But its funny, i do not know and have no idea who does check-up on my blog. Hehe. anywhos, thanks for checking it out. Alright, i'll post more soon. SOON! Alright, got to go. I want to eat. Alright, see you!

Sorry guys

2011-12-06T17:03:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone.

Sorry for not posting yesterday night. Aunt's internet and Mio i meant had broken down. So, yeah. Anywhos, My manager had just called! Woooo. I'm excited for my first day! Or should i say my First night! Oops! That sounds sooooo wrong! HEee. But insyaALLAH, the next day after that day, i'll have a day off, and go USS with my family. Weeee. I hope. Although, i don't really look forward for the USS thing. I don't know why.

Anywhos, for this holiday, i'm not going to Dubai. Or any holiday at all! Due to work, and events. Hehe. But it's okay, there's always next time. I miss not going to Dubai. If only i could go. I want to go Dubai, Appakadai to eat the apom and the briyani and the fish head curry! OMG! I'm making myself hungryyyy. I want to go swimming at night there and nobody's there. Hehe. And see the hot arab guys! HAHAHA! GATAL! OMG!

You guys puasa today? I hope so. It's nice to puasa. I've been sleeping at my Aunt's house. Fun! Own room. Hehe. Boleh berbual dekat telepon kan? HAHAHAH! K. Anyways, i too have been watching Wizards of waverly place. Selena Gomez is soooo Beautiful. It's a comedy series. Very fun! Heee. So now, i'm downloading videos so that i won't be bored at night at my Aunt's house. Hehehe. Right. So, i'll post more another time alright? I love you.. byeeee. Selamat Berbuka!

Let's drop it

2011-12-05T13:52:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum everyone.
I'm sorry for the emo posts i've been giving. Was experiencing some problems back then. Now.. I've got nothing much to post today. Maybe later when i'm at my Aunt's house, i'll post a longer one, InsyaALLAH. Yesterday, sent big brother to airport for his flight. To Australia for 9 days.

Oh, I've got a job! Working at Mango. Somewhere, you don't have to know. Alhamdullillah, the pay is good.. Only, the hours are.. OMG! 12 or more hours each day! Oh no. But hey, at least, i've got my dear cousin working in the same mall with me. I'll get free drinks insyaALLAH, from her. But food, i'll have to pay. Heee. Nevermind. Dah patut bersyukur for that! Free drink! Hehe. Okay.. Yes, me and Suraini working at Mango, only that she's at another outlet.

Anywhos, i'm watching Paranormal Activity 2 now. So, i'll post more later on alright? Anywhos, Puasa tak? Hehe. It's a sunnah. So, it's best to practice it. I love you people. Let's spread love and not hate. Hee. Peace. Alright, See you later~ :D

Sejujurnya..

2011-12-01T23:48:00.001+08:00

Honestly,
There's a big part in me, wishing you'd go away and never come back..

But..

there's a small part in me, wishing you to come back.

There's a small part in me, wishing you to be the person whom i used to know.

There's a small part in me which i hate the most, shouting, I miss you..

Still, i'm very dissappointed on who walked out on who. Very dissappointed. It wasn't even a full week, we caught up, and now..?

*Sigh

Guess it's impossible already..

2011-12-01T10:44:00.000+08:00

I feel so dead after that 'goodbye'. I mean, what's wrong with being friends? What more, being labelled 'Good at hurting people'. Sigh. Guess.. I'm not up to your standard to be your friend. Endurance and persevere. Since they say there's a 'good' in 'goodbye's, i believe theres a good in it then. Hopefully. If only.. Nevermind. I wish you well and happy.

I'm broken. I'm done. Need i say more?

I'm just a broken Angel. :'(

2011-11-29T18:26:00.005+08:00

"And you feel like you were a mistake. He's not worth all those tears that won't go away, I wish you could see that. Still you try to impress him, But he never will listen. Oh broken angel, Were you sad when he crushed all your dreams. Oh broken angel, Inside you're dying 'cause you can't believe. ~"

I knew this was coming. But i wasn't expecting it to end so badly. But most importantly, i didn't expect it to end this way! Yes, this is the second time you're leaving footprints - and out the door, i see you leaving. Honestly, were you even planning to stay? No.. You weren't. Should've guessed it long ago. I don't think you even care to read this blog anymore right? Didn't know you stil kept track of it all this while. I'm touched. But now, i doubt so..

But.. I'm still that naive to think you were to stay. That's why i let you in back into my life. I thought maybe you came back to Be a friend. A friend whom i may need whenever i'm down. Whenever i NEED A FRIEND. But, hey guess what? It ain't the same no more. Maybe i didn't wanted you to stay either. Coz when i explained everything and shared everything when i'm feeling down, you brought me down. Lower than i've ever imagined i would be. You even got the heart to use my guilt to make me feel very bad about myself.

Why? I thought i knew the real you. I was wrong. Very wrong. Why? Why do you do this to me? Do all these people deserve the tears i've wasted for? I said those things just now in the text as i know thats what She would want to hear. I know how it feels like. I meant some of it though it wasn't all. Still, you should know better on why i said that. I mean, you've known me for years. You knew when i'm upset but now? I don't see you even notice. But why? You've never tried to understand. Worse still, you never tried to be A FRIEND - to me. Don't i deserve another friend?

No matter how you think i said i'll leave you, trust me. I'll be there for you no matter what. Want to know why? That's what friends do. Need me, Find me. But i guess, you don't need me anymore right? Still, i'll stay. Just that, i'll stay low for the moment. It's up to you now. And you've got your wish. A full post about you. I hope it makes you happy then. I'm sorry for my sins that i've done towards you. I'm sorry for all my wrong-doings towards you. I'm sorry if i ever did have made you upset and sad. I'm sorry if i had broken your heart. I'm sorry for not being able to be there for you when you needed me. I'm sorry. And Thanks for being there for me - trying to be there for me. I wish you happy and well.
Bye.

Suspense in action?

2011-11-29T01:16:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum everybody. I hope you guys are doing well. Honestly, i didn't plan to post anything today. But.. I read back my own written novels, i decided to share the chapter that i've stopped. Just to give you guys the suspense. Here it goes:

(Chapter 31)

Sudah hampir sebulan lebih Quemira Farisha tidak bekerja. Hatinya sudah hancur lebur. Badannya pun kian susut kerana tidak selera makan. Namun, kehadiran Farhim Shadri sedikit sebanyak telah mengubati hatinya yang luka parah. Farhim Shadri seakan tahu apabila dia perlukan kawan. Ada suatu ketika itu, Quemira Farisha baru shaja mahu menelefon Farhim Shadri tetapi lelaki itu sudah terlebih dahulu berada di depan rumahnya.

"Jom!" Ajak Farhim Shadri yang muncul secara tiba-tiba di depan pintunya.

"Pergi mana?" Soal Quemira Farisha bingung.

"Adalah. Pergi siap cepat." Arah Farhim Shadri.

"Cepat!" Ujar Farhim Shadri apabila Quemira Farisha mahu membantah. Gadis itu hanya menurut. Quemira Farisha bersiap dibilik sementara Nurah Elailah melayan Farhim Shadri di luar rumah.

"How is she now?" Soal Farhim Shadri pada Nurah Elailah.

"She's still totally not over it yet. But, Alhamdullillah, she's better. Sekarang dia dah tak kurung diri lagi dalam bilik. Tapi, sering juga bersendirian. Dia akan keluar sendiri dan balik sendiri."

"Dia masih tak selera makan?" Nurah Elailah menggeleng.

"Dia makan macam biasa, tapi tak se-selera macam dulu." Farhim Shadri terangguk-angguk. Kasihan benar dengan nasib Quemira Farisha.

"Im, kita nak ke mana?" Soal Quemira Farisha yang baru sahaja muncul dari dalam rumah. Farhim Shadri tidak menjawab malah, tersenyum. Dia memberi salam pada Nurah Elailah.

Alright. Done. I love you. Nightz~ :D

ADORABLE

2011-11-24T18:52:00.000+08:00

AdikGal said Hi! She's very adorable. Nak gigit saja pipi dia tu. Heeeeeee. Mwah!! <3

Physical Changes

2011-10-26T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hello, You. ♥

Just in case

2011-10-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

Silent Treatment had begun.

Think about what you've done.

I'm sick and tired of all this.

I admit i am weak and easily sympathise people.

But that doesn't mean you could take advantage of my weakness.

Cause of you, i'm back to my old bad habits.

So, seriously, stop it.

O'levels are just starting.
I need to focus more on this and way-way less on you.
You're not my future.
My studies are.

Turtle Is Back!

2011-10-16T16:26:00.003+08:00

Just a Quick update.

Hello. Assalamualaikum everyone! How're you people doing? If good, Alhamdullillah. I'm less than a week away from my Major Exams and to be honest, i am extremely nervous. I'm just worried that i won't get my desired results. So now, i have to do constant study and manage my time very well. Alhamdullillah. I improved by a few marks ONLY. O'Level must improve much more! InsyaALLAH. Amiin. Right, now, don't call me by my name already okay? Call me Turtle. Heeeeh. Okay, i'm done. Byebye. Assalamualaikum. Wish me luck, people. Thank you.

Wedding invitation with the usuals.

The flames of light i once had inside of me. But look, it died down.

Off to study

2011-10-01T13:45:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum! Just a quick of somthing before i'm off to study. A video of this super adorable girl singing my all-time favourite artist! AnuarZain! Anywhos, in a while, i'm off to Popular with bestfriend before studying with him. Since i have $30 voucher, i told bestfriend, i won't be spending it all. So, i'll treat him about $10, i f he wants to. Most Probably at 6 or 7pm plus we'll go since he's at a malay wedding or so. Now, i'm going to do some self-study first while waiting for time to pass. Alright? I wish you all well and have a great day and Goodbye! Assalamualaikum everyone!

"Who do you think you are? And who do you think i am?"

Dibawah Lindungan Ka'bah akan kumenantimu

2011-09-25T13:50:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.
This is just a quick update. I want to watch this movie after my O'levels on Youtube! Hopefully it'll be up by then. 'Dibawah Lindungan Ka'bah' (below)

And some of the videos i've watched these few day, 'Sekali Lagi' and 'DiVA'. Awesome. I cried while watching those. Very touching and sweet. Goodness. Alright. I'm done. Just for your information, O'levels are in about more or less a month or so. Wish me luck as now i am 'chiong-ing' for it. studies at night and hopefully those studying with me are not in the under-performers or it'll suck. 14 hours in school everyday. No way to survive. Seriously. Okay, bye.
Assalamualaikum.

“Kecantikan seorang wanita dapat dilihat melalui matanya, kerana mata adalah pintu menuju hatinya, tempat dimana cinta bersemayam."

You're better off with someone else

2011-09-12T15:26:00.002+08:00

"It never crossed my mind at all.
Thats what I tell myself.What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out. Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you."

< / 3

Too weak

2011-09-11T18:52:00.000+08:00

WHY WHY WHY?

I cannot let my tears drop.

Tears, please don't.

Ah. I'm just too weak.

Darn it.

I hate this.

I hate me.

:'(

2011-09-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

I never fail to tear up whenever i hear this song.
It reminds me of so much memories.
Good and bad. Sweet and sour.

Things changes so fast right?
People change too.
I am purely dissapointed.

Some things are better left unsaid.

It hurts to do so, but..

Let me be, please.

Raya House Visits!

2011-09-08T22:06:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum people!

My strengths. J-Bot Krew. ♥

The newly Weds!

Family 1: Aqil, Qistina and Baby.

Family 2: Endy and Suriani.

Hahahahaha! ♥

Suria's Nephew! Riyyan! ♥

Azryn's Niece! Alya Madyna! ♥

I am just so addicted to Babies, Toddlers and Small kids! Heeeeeeh. What to do~ Geramz saja! Tomorrow, another Raya visit! Kay bye. Assalamualaikum! ♥

Monday BLUES~

2011-09-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum! Sorry for the late post as i was waiting for Brother to upload pictures! Now, Enjoy~

  My soon-to-be-neighbourhood

Harroo.

  Neighbours?
Black Canyon! Yumzxzxz.

One.. Two..
Three! Hahaha! Cik Man crushed on them!

Gelagat Adik Beradik~

First day of Raya. And Tsk. My pink bag's sling part is broken. Now no more bag. Sad.

Happy Teacher's Day to MrFaydzully!

Happy Teacher's Day to Mr Sim!

Happy Teacher's Day to Miss Heng!

Happy Teacher's Day to Mr Wan!

Happy Teacher's Day to Mr Lim!

Happy Teacher's Day to Mr Tham!

One for all, all for one!
  PINK~!

And yes. Done. I can't be long though. I'm hungry and i want to eat. Moreover, i'm having Religious Class After Isyak. I'm rushing. So today, helped Mummy paint School. It was Blue. therefore, it explains my blog post title. Anywhos, i'm a lousy painter. Seriously. My shirt, Pants and Tudung was blue-d. But not too much of course. Hahaha. And i met Mdm Zurinah! Wooooo. She's prettttty! And i told Mummy: 'I can see myself teaching here one day.' Hah!

Yes, before Raya we had Teacher's day Celebration and the pictures above are only some of the teachers we managed to take picture with. And yes, we did a performance for the school. I screwed it up, didn't i? But, it's over. So,no point thinking about it.

My raya so far, are awesome. How about yours? Hope it's great too! Have yet to meet Abang Udin's family and Kak Zu's family. insyaALLAH they're coming over sooooon. And yes, the first part of my photos on top are pictures of my Malaysia House. Heeeeh. Excited~

yesterday, we sent First brother back to Dubai. But no flights were left. So, he went for today. But to no avail, no flights available. He took to Dubai via Jakarta. Pity him. But, Alhamdullillah. There's flight in Jakarta. Yesterday was my first time trying Starbucks' coffee. Mine was.. White Chocolate Mocha? Awesome! Going to be 'goodfriends' with Starbucks from now on. Heeeeeh.

I miss ADIK GAL! Kay i'm done. BYE! Assalamualaikum!

East Area For Raya!

2011-09-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum!
This is just a quick update since my laptop's battery is running low and i'm superduper lazy to Charge it. How pathetic, i know! Moreover, just kinda got back from the East area from Raya. Feeling rather fatigue. I'm depressed that i couldn't get to meet AdikGal. SAD LIFE! But don't worry, i'll update again tomorrow. InsyaALLAH, in the morning. So, do stay tuned! And pictures up tomorrow! Heeeeh. Goodnight Bloggers. ♥
Assalamualaikum.

Make-up turned me into an Unfamiliar Angel!

2011-08-30T09:41:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum! Yes, another photo of me. Yes, don't mind me. I ain't pretty. Anywhos, yes that's my Baju Raya. I'm going off now. Have yet to wear my Tudung. Heeeeh.
Taqabbal Allaahu Minnaa Wa Min'kum! Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! Maaf Zahir dan Batin!
Assalamualaikum!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2011-08-29T23:30:00.007+08:00

Assalamualaikum. It's the end of Ramadhan, sadly. But Alhamdullillah, we get to go through it fully again. Hopefully we get to meet Ramadhan again, soon. InsyaALLAH. To all the Muslim brothers and sisters of mine out there,

'TAQOBALLALAH-HUMINAWAMIN'KUM'

Sorry for all the wrong doings i've done towards you people, be it intentionally or not. Enjoy your first day of Syawal with your loved one, especially Family as it's a priority! Don't forget to seek forgiveness from Parents and from those older than you, tomorrow, the first thing in the morning alright?

Talk about forgiveness, just now, second brother had to fly to Auckland. Sad case! Seriously!! Last year, first brother wasn't in Singapore. Now, this year, second brother! But it's okay. Rezeki. Then, just now, before he went off, i hugged him goodbye. A rare thing to do with my second brother. He wanted to cry. Heee. And that, he accused me of wanting to cry. 'A bit only cry, weak ah you!' He said. Ironic sungguh! Whatever it is, i'm missing my second brother already. Sad life. Hopefully he's well, wherever he is now. Ya ALLAH, KAU lindungilah Abangku, dimana saja dia berada. Amiin.

Yes, i know i'm not pretty. I was trying on my shawls that i have to see which matches with my raya clothes and this is it. After that, self-obsession with the camera. It's been a long time since i 'Shiok Sendiri!' I look sick in the second picture, right? Haaaa.. Wierd~

I know what you're thinking, Sweet right?! Hah! Yes, i'm forever waiting for the right person to walk into my life and stay for NOW AND FOREVER. InsyaALLAH, Amiin. And may my Family stick together through thick and thin, NOW AND FOREVER. AMIIN! ♥♥

Selamat hari raya aidilfitri! Maaf Zahir Dan Batin! And Happy holidays to the Non-muslims! And still, forgive me for my wrong doings too! Thank you. Enjoy your Hari Raya, everyone. And remember, spread the LOVE~ Assalamualaikum!

Pictures only

2011-08-27T21:53:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

The twinszx!

The bestfriendsz. Both of us have Boys Issues. Hee.

JBot second Iftar for this month, to Mr Teh Tarik.

The cousinsz!

And i'm done. I can't wait for Raya. I wanna see and hold AdikGirl! GERAMSZ! Oh, i haven't get my Raya Shoes and Contact Lens. Hmmmmm. Maybe i'll get it tomorrow. And what colour Contacts should i get? Hmmm. Blue? Oh, PINK! hah! Anywhos, i feel like getting KOI tomorrow. Anybody wanna accompany me? Hee. Anything, contact me alright? I'm back to writing my novel. This time, i continue on my English Novel. I'm inlove with the characters! O.M.G.
A few days ago, i was in 'depression state' well, kind of. Lucky to have bestfriend around. He contacted me and i was crying while on the phone with him. He tried to console me, but to no avail. Yet, he made lame jokes that i finally cracked up for a while. He cheered me up. Thanks bestfriend. i owe you one. Pity him as his prepaid was low after he called me. I felt guilty until now. Hmm..
BAmir is back in Singapore~ That means, he's here for Raya too! Very excited of course. Hopefully BaOdir don't need to fly and hopefully we'll have a full family this year! Amiin! InsyaALLAH. Okay, i'm done~
Bye~
Assalamualaikum.

SUNDAY!

2011-08-21T15:28:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum!
Found this interesting post. Therefore, i shall share it.

Nak Pandai = Cari isteri cikgu

Nak sihat = Cari isteri doktor

Nak kaya = Cari isteri anak tan sri

Nak glamour = Cari isteri artis

Nak gaduh = Cari isteri samseng

Nak sembang = Cari isteri penceramah

Nak alim = Cari isteri ustazah

Nak gemuk = Cari isteri chef

Nak selamat = Cari isteri polis

Nak stylo = Cari isteri kaki shopping

NAK MAMPUS = Cari isteri muda yang satu ofis dengan isteri tua

Hahaha. It certainly did made me smile. Anywhos, i had my Nenek's Awesome Curry for Sahur just now. And today's Sunday! So you know, i know. Yesterday, had Iftar with Mum's side. Get together session and nothing much basically happened.

I'm supposed to get ready now since i'm break-fasting with Beloveds. And i don't know what to wear. Oh well, just pick randomly i guess? See you. Have an awesome day ahead people. Love you. Spread the love~
Assalamualaikum.

Let the song do the talking. Maddi Jane - She's so talented. Wish i'm as beautiful as her, confident as her and have an Angelic voice like hers. ♥

Perasan mode on

2011-08-18T22:50:00.002+08:00

"Ingin ku belai hatimu, dan ku pegang erat jemarimu
Apa yang ku nyatakan, Hanyalah ku rindu

Kaulah permaisuri, Jangan kau bersedih lagi
Hanya satu ku pinta, Secebis janjimu

Lelapkanlah mata, Kau selalu dihatiku
Terbayang dalam firasat, Termakbullah hasrat"

Dear future husband, please sing me this song every night whenever i feel sad and whenever i cry everynight by your side. Doesn't have to be perfect but by Ending it with a goodnight kiss on my forehead after i fall asleep would be very perfect, for me. That would be the best thing that i treasure the most from you, since you're my pillar of strength later on. That's all i'm asking for. Love, me.
Thank you. ♥

I'm sorry, you've missed it

2011-08-17T22:37:00.004+08:00

I guess you've missed the tears that you were supposed to catch.
And i no longer smile while i'm sleeping.

"Coz' when a heart breaks, oh no, it don't breakeven. I'm falling to pieces.."

< / 3

2011-08-14T15:18:00.000+08:00

I've been dissappointed for far too many times.
I need time to pull myself together and move on.
I just.. Couldn't help it but to cry..
I hope you are happy now.
Bring me down, isn't that what you want?
You've officially done it, again.

Like a skyscraper ♥

2011-07-31T21:45:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Sorry for going M.I.A. for a little while. Since i need to concentrate more on my O'levels. Whoever is in the same boat as me, All the best and let's 'Chiong!' All the way. This is our last lap, therefore, let's make it happen! And tomorrow's the start of the Fasting Month! Selamat berpuasa pada orang-orang Muslim! Puasa ye? Goodnight! Assalamualaikum! ♥

I miss you ♥

Taylor Swift's

2011-07-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

"If this was a movie, you'd be here right now.♥"

"You and i walked on a fragile line."

"He's the song in the car i keep singing, don't know why i do."

"Stood there and watch you walked away."

"Enchanted to meet you."

An interesting post that i came across

2011-07-17T13:30:00.002+08:00

Buat semua.
Renung-renungkanlah..

Jika Wanita Menangis ..

Jika wanita menangis di hadapan mu, Itu bererti dia tak dapat menahan nya lagi. Jika kamu memegang tangan nya saat dia menangis, Dia akan tinggal bersama mu sepanjang hidup mu. Jika kamu membiarkan nya pergi, Dia tidak akan pernah kembali lagi menjadi diri nya yang dulu Selamanya..

Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, Kecuali di depan orang yang amat dia sayangi Dia menjadi lemah.
Seorang wanita tidak akan menangis dengan mudah, Hanya jika dia sangat menyayangi mu, Dia akan menurunkan rasa egois nya.

Lelaki, Jika seorang wanita pernah menangis karana mu, Tolong pegang tangan nya dengan pengertian. Dia adalah orang yang akan tetap bersama mu sepanjang hidup mu. Lelaki, Jika seorang wanita menangis karena mu, Tolong jangan menyia-nyiakan nya.
Mungkin kerana keputusan mu, Kau merosak kehidupan nya.
Saat dia menangis di depan mu, Saat dia menangis karena mu,

Lihat lah mata nya..
Dapat kah kau lihat dan rasakan sakit yang dirasakan nya?
Pikirkan..

Wanita mana lagikah yang akan menangis dengan murni, penuh rasa sayang, Di depan mu dan kerana mu..
Dia menangis bukan karana dia lemah Dia menangis bukan karana dia menginginkan simpati atau rasa kasihan.
Dia menangis, Kerana menangis dengan diam tidak lah memungkinkan lagi..

Lelaki,
Pikirkanlah tentang hal itu.
Jika seorang wanita menangisi hati nya untuk mu, Dan semua nya karena diri mu.
Ini lah waktu nya untuk melihat apa yang telah kau lakukan untuk nya, Hanya kau yang tahu jawaban nya.

Pertimbangkanlah..
Kerana suatu hari nanti Mungkin akan terlambat untuk menyesal, Mungkin akan terlambat untuk mengatakan “MAAF!”
Dan semua nya akan terasa bererti saat kamu kehilangan semua nya. Semua yang sangat bererti untuk mu tapi kau tidak menyedari nya. Bahkan kau hanya menyia-nyiakan nya.

Hurt

2011-07-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND.
THAT"S NOT WHAT I MEANT.

YA ALLAH. Tolong lah aku.

I don't mind being hurt.

But..

I don't wish to hurt anyone.

:'(

Oh shoot. I miss you, so much. ♥

Bamir come home soon. ♥

I cair, you~

2011-07-13T23:54:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum! First and foremost, i want to make an announcement! No, i'm not engaged nor am i getting married. Hahaha! Okay, shut up Jerl.

Nur Kasih The Movie is out in Singaporeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Apamaciam? Hehe.

But as much as i want to watch it in cinemas, i need to study. So, i had to refrain myself from watching movies. Boohoo.

Remember this? Hee.

And this, i watched this season/episode two times already. The baby is so cute and you get to see the 'fatherly' side of these guys. Melts~

Hehe. Malam-malam gatal pula. I'm off to bed now. Byebye! Assalamualaikum.

"Look between the lines, read between the words. Because the most important things are left unsaid and unheard."

"I promise you, no matter what happened, when you look back, i will always be there. Trust me.♥"

"Jangan mengeluh mengapa mawar memiliki duri. Bersyukurlah kerana duri memiliki mawar. Alhamdullillah.♥"

Ya ALLAH! Apa lagi yang kau mahu? Sungguh, aku tak sanggup! Apa motifmu membiarkan ku bergantung tak bertali?

Who says we can't live in harmony?

2011-07-11T22:49:00.004+08:00

"Sending a girl a text that says 'Good Morning Beautiful ♥' can change her attitude for the whole day."

"Faktanya Aku tak perlu dia yang tahu kelebihanku, kerana yang aku perlu hanya dia yang tahu kekuranganku tetapi tetap menginginkanku.. ♥"

"A smile can cover your tears but never your pain.."

Assalamualaikum everyone. Proper update now alright? Alhamdullillah. I'm feeling so much better after swallowing two panadols in the evening just now. I was down with fever and migraine. I know, it sucks. So, basically, i slept the whole day since, whenever i walk around, my migraine just got worse. In the end.. i skipped breakfast and took BRunch at 12pm. Then.. i slept again. Was awaken by my beloved daddy who was concerned that i didn't took any panadols and didn't eat. Moreover, i have yet to do my prayers. So yeah, that's how i spent my day, today. And yes, i didn't attend school, although it was compulsary. I was SICK, valid reason right? No MC though, just parent letter.

Now.. Yesterday as you all know, i went out with Pei Ting. You people might be wondering why i called her Pei Ting.. Well, it's an inner joke. Heh. Okay.. I really don't know what to write anymore.. Let's get to know what currently i'm doing and feeling. So.. I'm wearing a striped shirt, and P.E. shorts with my hair tied up since i feel warm - due to fever. I'm hugging my smelly pillow. I'm feeling sad, bored and heartbroken..? I guess. I'm numb. Back to the old-Emo Angel. I don't know if i'm happy or not. I think i temporarily lost my feelings. Still need time to gain back my full strength and move on in life. Oh shoot. My abdominal is painful. Guess i've been coughing too much and it hurts. Not only that. My heart too. I eventually felt 'dead' that i ate something very sweet and all i could taste was.. Tasteless. See, emo again.

Tomorrow i'm having my O'Level Food And Nutrition Part B Execution. I've done the execution at home for 2 times and Alhamdullillah, it turned out good. Hopefully i can make it, Amiin. InsyaALLAH. Pray the best for me will you? Thank you.

I don't know if people are still reading blogs or my blog to be specific. But, i don't mind. Blogs are usually the second best place for girls to pour their heart out with no one to stop or interrupt them. Of course, first place to turn to is, God - ALLAH. HE is always there. And Twitter usually contains and speaks what we feel. So yes, i'm done with my post for today. Alhamdullillah. Thank you for those who is reading. Have a good rest. I'll end this post with a few songs that i'm in love with for the past few days. Good night! Assalamualaikum.

"Cinta itu.. Ku harap kau kelak'kan cintai aku.."

"Don't get me wrong. I've played my part and it's over. Don't get me wrong. You bruised my heart and it's aching."

A day well spent

2011-07-10T23:16:00.001+08:00

Alhamdullillah. I'm feeling so much better. A day spent at Sakura before meeting up with Lovely Pei Ting. We visited Toh Guan Road, ChinaTown and Clarke Quay. It was so much fun. We bought KOI along the way. Then, we sat down at the Clarke Quay, chill out, enjoy sunset. Then we got our selves two vintage rings each. Alhamdullillah. I guess i hadn't been exposed to fresh air for awhile. So, when i was exposed to fresh air today, i'm feeling so much better. Sorry people, for the 'Emo' posts of me for the past few days. Wasn't being myself. Although i'm feeling so much better, doesn't mean i'm already alright. I'm still not okay with you. So, yeah.

Alhamdullillah. Thank You Ya ALLAH for giving me the strength that i need. Aku bersyukur PadaMU. Alhamdullillah.

Pengorbanan

2011-07-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

Korbankan kebahagiaan diri buat kebahagiaan orang lain.
Being selfless than selfish. Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
Either way, now i know how it feels like to fake a smile.
It's so hard to smile but forcing self to smile.

Ya ALLAH, tiupkan lah semangat ke dalam diriku ini. Aku seperti tidak bermaya lagi. Sesungguhnya, walau sedikit pun semangat yang ditiupkan, aku bersyukur padaMU, Ya ALLAH.

Why why why

2011-07-09T00:24:00.001+08:00

Why does it always seems like i'm the bad guy?
I feel so serba-salah.
I just need you to understand me or at least;
what i'm going through now.
i've not been a great friend/cousin.
have i?
I have not been there for people when they need me.
I suck at being a good friend.
I keep letting people down.
I feel so useless.
I feel so helpless.
I feel so..

Ya ALLAH, kuatkanlah Imanku, tiupkan lah semangat ke dalam diriku. amiin.
:'(

Why do you do this to me

2011-07-06T23:53:00.002+08:00

Ponder on this..

Kept smiling on what Keena told me just now.
Perangai nonsense mengenakan orang.
If only he's infront of me when i'm eating.. ISH!
hahaha. But still, nah~
i feel so 'tiny' when i see him tapi..
Dah sah over the blue moon eh Jerl.
Takpa lah, kalau ada jodoh, adalah ye.
Kalau takda, Jerl pasrah je.

We left Macdonalds for KFC

2011-07-01T17:38:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

The Awesome Four that went to study, yesterday at Macdonalds.

But we left Macdonalds for KFC. HAHAHAH!

And yes, this is not yesterday's photo.

This picture was taken when we were in.. Secondary 3?

It's like 2 years ago!

I editted the picture below.

It's cropped.

I took those with all our silly faces. HAHAHAHA!

Anywhos, we're left with ONE MORE PAPER for GE1, PHYSICS!

K bye.

This one

2011-06-29T12:09:00.000+08:00

2nd Wedding video. We were inside! Well, part of us. Hahaha.

I do not know

2011-06-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

I do not know what to think.
i do not know what to feel.
i ain't acting strange, that's for sure.
things had been occupying my mind lately.
Be it my upcoming exams which i am still not prepared yet.
be it my life, what on earth i am going to do with it.
So please, stop.
Stop messing around in my mind.
I have more than enough things to worry about already.
And you, i don't wish to worry about.
I've had cried too much to sleep now.
So please, i beg you.
Stop it, please.
please.
Please..

Maharaja lawak came to an end

2011-06-25T20:26:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum everybody!

The final results were in and..

THE BEST OF THE BEST FROM SEPAH!!!! AWESOMELY FUNNY! DAFIIIIIIIII~ AT LAST SHUIB GET'S TO MEET DAFI!

THE BEST OF THE BEST FROM JOZAN! MAEL LAMBONG vs AH CAI!!! AWESOMELY CUTE DUO! TAKDA CALAR-BALAR CILI-BILI CULU-BULU!

WINNER OF MAHARAJA LAWAK 2011! SEPAH! I ONLY SUPPORTED JOZAN AND SEPAH!

JOZAN'S THE RUNNER UP! IT'S OKAY. SECOND PLACE ONLY RIGHT? ANYWHOS, THEY'RE TERBAIKKKKKKKK~

No more Maharaja Lawak already. Nothing to look forward to every week from now on, i guess? Hmm..

Usah lepas genggaman tanganmu..

2011-06-23T22:28:00.001+08:00

"Usah biarku bersendirian

Usah biar dirimu ditawan

usah biar diriku disini

seorang menunggu tanpa teman

usah lepas genggaman tanganmu

usah biar semua berlalu

usah terlupa perasaan hati

pertama kali kita bertemu

usah lepaskan.."

I'm getting much more worried as the seconds ticked by..

Officially Missing You

2011-06-22T14:18:00.003+08:00

Officially Missing You~

Hope you had a great time, Pei Ting! ♥

I CAN'T STOP WATCHING THIS MAHARAJA LAWAK!!

2011-06-19T16:39:00.005+08:00

JOZAN AND SEPAH FOR THE WIN!!!
THEY'RE AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quick update

2011-06-19T12:44:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum.. It's been a long time since i last update. My holidays are packed! Somehow.. Heh! Holiday here and there. Going out and stay at home, glued to the laptop. I'm bored. Therefore, i'm updating this blog. It's a waste if i were to delete this blog. So i'll not update daily nor weekly. Just, once in a while. So.. Now.. I'm just going to post a picture or two of my outings. Hold on. :

*Uploading*
This may take a few minutes..

This is the 'GIFT' that was made by me and wishes by our class for our dearest form teacher who became 'King for the day' = 'Raja sehari'. Heh. There were alot of problems when making this Card. It may looked easy to do but really, it's a challenge. I had to cut and re-cut and paste and re-paste! But, ALHAMDULLILLAH. ALLAH still loves me and therefore, he made me finished this on time and it turned out better than i've expected. ALHAMDULLILLAH. THANK YOU ALLAH.

This is the strength from our class for those that attended. Heh. I was actually expecting more to attend but.. This was OKAY. And everyone dresses beautifully, prettily, handsomely and smartly.

OH, This is a video of Mr Faydzully and his Wife of their Solemnization. Very sweet video. Moga mereka kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. InsyaALLAH, Amiin! Selamat Pengantin Baru~ :D

Next, My family and I went for a holiday at Pulau Redang. AWESOME! Been wanting to go there since.. I don't know when. It's sea was clear blue and beautiful! And the service was awesome and the place was double awesome! BAmir planned that once our siblings got married, everyone plan a honeymoon here. HAHAHAH!

In the ferry, on the way to Pulau Redang or Redang Island. I got sea-sick. So, i put on my headphones and shades then.. Dozed off~ Hehehe.

And YES! We took underwater photography! I was sooooo excited. Everyone took underwater photography except for Tatui. Hahahaha. AWESOME! See how clear was the water for Snorkeling?!

Life-jacket, CHECK. Goggles, CHECK! Snorkeling gear, CHECK! Swim-suit, CHECK! Gear-ed up and ready to SNORKEL! Teehee.

Oh, this one, we went to Kelong. It is a 'fishing village' on top of the water, in the middle of the sea. I cought a total of ten little fishes within 2 days and 1 night stay there! It's a great place for family bonding and quality time as it is a down-to-earth experience. Also, it gives a great deal of price. AWESOME! Going back there again, insyaALLAH, soon.

In the ferry towards Kelong Ah Fatt! It's near Sibu Island, or so they say. Those two small children on my left bullied me for the whole two days there! Hahahaha! Kecil-kecil cili padi!

JBot went CYCLING at East Coast Park! Alhamdullillah. Many turned up. Hiccups along the way.. Like Suria's bicycle chain got out of place and Suraini's leg was attacked by the 'Simpul Biawak'. Ouch! But overall, it was a fun!

So this was the full strength that came for the 'event'. And ALHAMDULLILLAH, everyone brought food to share, potluck. Thank you to those who went and brought food. It was more than enough! ALHAMDULLILLAH. Hopefully we'll have more JBot outing again soon. InsyaALLAH.

Last but not least, Sakura at Clementi with Daddy's side. AWESOME! We talked about MahaRaja Lawak! Surprised to know that most of my cousins were interested and fanatic of MahaRaja Lawak! And we're fans of JOZAN! HEHEHEHEH! AWESOME LAH! I love my Family and Friends. And ALHAMDULLILLAH sebab di kurniakan kawan-kawan yang baik serta keluarga yang bahagia. May we stick together and overcome problems smoothly. InsyaALLAH. Amiin!

Assalamualaikum!

Innalillahiwainnailaihiroji'un

2011-05-03T21:46:00.002+08:00

Al-Fatehah Abang Firdaus a.k.a. Abang Longan.

My first ever crush. :(

Moga rohnya ditempatkan dengan orang-orang yang beriman. Amiin.

I'm so gonna miss those times when i'm somewhere near my school or going back home from school, and i saw him on his motor kapchai - I would smile at him and he would smile back, not sure if he still remembers me. I won't forget the time when you asked me where is my Big brother when i was in school. :'/

"Dah jadi arwah.."

Goin' away yeay yeay yeaaay~

2011-04-05T22:17:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum. Currently, i'm having common test. Won't update for the time being. InsyaALLAH, once over, i'll update. See, if there's time. Assalamualaikum. ♥

Thanks!

2011-04-05T00:56:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDULLILLAH. NOW I KNOW.

THANK YOU.

I'm proud to be a Muslim

2011-03-24T22:59:00.002+08:00

iloveallah:

A guy asked a Muslim: Why do ur girls cover up their body and hair?

Answered: The Muslim guy smiled and got two sweets, he opened the first one and kept the other one closed. He thrown them both on the dusty floor and asked the guy: If I asked u to take one of the sweets which one u will choose?

The Man replied: The covered one.

Then the Muslim said that’s how we treat and see our women!

Pass on If you are a proud Muslim :)

[Got this from tumblr. But sadly, i do not know how to use a tumblr, though i have one. I'll be loyal to blogger.] :D

Not feeling too well, but i like it

2011-03-20T13:56:00.003+08:00

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fishy.
But, it's okay. I'm going to find it out sooner or later.

Anywhos, tomorrow's school. A few homeworks have yet to be done. I'm finishing it up today.
Yes, yesterday night i reached Singapore. A long and tiring almost 7-8hours flight. Jet-lagish feeling. Due to that, slept twelve hours straight. And was down with a cold/flu and cough. Imagine how am i supposed to eat while controlling my sneezing. But look on the bright side. I like getting sick. As in, i like the reason - not having the sickness. We're sick because it's a pay-back for all the sins we have done. So, it's a good thing. Anywhos, yesterday at flight, saw this two hot malay guys. Hahaha! Three times saw them. Aiyo. But still, Dubai's trip was gerekz. Pictures, i'll upload, soon. Okay done. It's raining now in Jurong. Toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum!

Great Times

2011-03-18T21:46:00.008+08:00

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!

Korean Dish for Dinner two nights ago, With Sue and the rest.
Yes, adik beradik for life!

Iced Chocolate and Chocolate something.

Sue! She's Korean!

I like this picture. Looks as if i'm driving~ Makcik Rocker~ AHAHAH!

This is what i'm up to in Dubai. Ferrerro and Frutti Loops for Breakfast. Mixed with Cuti-Cuti Cinta. (AGAIN?!?)

My Bapok-ish Abang. BAmir. AHHA!

Masalah Tea. Nice~ (AppaKadai)

At AppaKadai! This is the Mango Fish Curry!

Jealous no? The BIGGEST popcorn. Yes it's Caramel~

Sue! She's sooooo nice.

I'm having loads of great time here in Dubai. Though i do not have much stuffs to do except for sit and stare at laptop and watch Tv. Met Alot of BAmir's friends here. Anywhos, i'm going back to Singapore tomolo's morning. Yes, the flight's tomolo morning. So most probably i'll be reaching Singapore at about 5pm maybe? I've been having dreams of the people i know of and i missed (and him too. HAHAHA!) . Sheesh, missing hometown already. Especially Tatul, Ibu and Ayah! I'm going out in a while. Search for Ayah's perfumes! Hehehe. A few days ago, we went to Dubai Mall. A shop named PaperChase was AWESOME! The place is so stationary type. Wish i could buy the whole shop. Nyehehe. I think i spent about 100dirhams there. About 40 dollars SGD. Yes, i'm artsy-fartsy. Okay okay. I need to get ready now. See you~ Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum!

Sweet lke sugar

2011-03-17T03:55:00.002+08:00

Why must you be so sweet? I gigit then you know. HAHAHHA!

Now in Dubai it's 12am. Gonna turn in now. Homework.. I'll do it later~ Ish.

Janganlah selalu berburuk sangka

2011-03-14T13:50:00.004+08:00

BERBAIK SANGKA..
"Orang beribadah di sangka riak
Orang yang relax disangka malas
Orang yang pakai baju baru disangka menunjuk

Orang yang pakai baju buruk disangka zuhud (hina)
Orang makan banyak disangka pelahap
Orang makan sikit disangka kedekut

Orang baik disangka buruk
Orang buruk disangka baik
Orang senyum disangka mengejek

Orang masam disangka merajuk
Orang bermuzakarah disangka mengumpat
Orang diam disangka sombong

Orang menawan disangka pakai susuk
Orang nampak ceria disangka membela

Mana tahu yang diam itu kerana berzikir kepada Allah
Mana tahu yang senyum itu kerana bersedekah
Mana tahu yang masam itu kerana mengenangkan dosa
Mana tahu yang menawan itu kerana bersih hatinya
Mana tahu yang ceria itu kerana cergas mindanya."

(Sumber:Internet)

Allah berfirman : "Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Jauhilah kebanyakan dari sangkaan (supaya kamu tidak menyangka sangkaan yang dilarang) kerana sesungguhnya sebahagian dari sangkaan itu adalah dosa dan janganlah kamu mengintip atau mencari-cari kesalahan dan keaiban orang dan janganlah setengah kamu mengumpat setengahnya yang lain. Adakah seseorang dari kamu suka memakan daging saudaranya yang telah mati? (Jika demikian keadaan mengumpat) maka sudah tentu kamu jijik kepadanya. (Oleh itu, patuhilah larangan-larangan yang tersebut) dan bertakwalah kamu kepada Allah; sesungguhnya Allah Penerima taubat, lagi Maha Mengasihani. (Q.S. Hujraat : 12)

(Received an E-mail on this, decided to share with you people. Semoga bermanfaat pada kalian.)

Morning people! Assalamualaikum! The Beautiful view of Dubai in the Morning. SuhanALLAH. It's very beautiful.. Should see it for yourself. I think it's due to not many clouds, therefore, colours play around in the sky. Maybe.

Anywhos, Alhamdullillah. I've reached safely and in one piece at Dubai; United Arab Emirates. Me and Muhammad were the only ones coming here. So, we took the plane just like that at almost 10am Singapore time. Hugged Bonda and Ayahanda before departuring. I ALMOST cried. I didn't get to hug Tatul as i was rushing to the departure hall. Sad man! Then, took our flight. It was great, felt independent.

In the airplane, i was so sleepy that i lie my head on Muhammad's shoulders. Seriously, if you were to see how i slept, you might think we're lovers. HAHAHAAH! Goodness me. After we've landed at about 5pm Singapore time, tried to find BAmir but to no avail. We have handphones but could not contact each other as it's not autoroam. Panicked when we didn't see him. Then, after going to the toilet, we saw him. I rabun-rabun can see him. HAHAHA! Then, got into the car, BAmir's friend, a Phillippine; Name's Lance. She's very pretty. Coincidentally both of us wore skirts. She's so nice! We talked and walked. Then, ate lunch before having 'Cold Stone' for dessert. It's Ice Cream! Not any ordinary ones, mind you. It's a mixture of Fudge Ice Cream with Chocolate Chips AND Brownies! Heavenly Paradise i tell you. The way they make the Ice Cream impressess me, especially when they tossed it around, up and down. Cool.

Headed home and Lance cooked Spagghetti for us. Awesome. It was delicious. Then, while they were watching Gulliver's Travel, i took a Long Cold Night Bath. Cold night baths are awesome. Especially when you feel all fresh and clean, just to sleep so soundly and peacefully, feeling 'germs-free'. Then, i Solat before heading off to bed. And yes, i didn't get to say goodbye to you. I feel so bad. Anywhos, i was feeling awesomely fresh and clean yet sleepy. I hit the sack earlier than them. Almost froze to death in the middle of the night. It's a figure of speech, people, don't be alarmed.

Woke up around Subuh. I was already shivering. I waited for the Azan from the nearest Mosque here. And i fell asleep while waiting. HAHA! So, woke up at nine plus here. BAmir's friend, Kak Wati, Singaporean was here the whole night (i think) until morning. She cooked for us. She's pretty. Talked a little and she had to go off early. BAmir was still asleep in the morning. Padahal nak ke GYM dia ni. HAHA! But now, awake already. Three of us, using own laptops. Everyone on Facebook. Cute lah our family. Okay, i'm off. I'm done here. InsyaALLAH i'll update again and post pictures. Have a great holiday but don't forget homeworks! Bye-bye. Toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum!

War at heart.

Doo-BYE

2011-03-12T14:17:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum..

The Holidays are here! Alhamdullillah! Time to pay back my un-rested days. Must Chiong all the way. It's MY last lap of the race. InsyaALLAH i can make it. Mum, Dad, Family, Friends and Teachers believe and are counting on me.

Only one day - Less than twenty-four more hours left before i'm gone. Please miss me, love. ♥

How are you people? I'm so far so good. If you people are not, i pray for your speedy recovery. But remember, 'ada hikmah disebalik penyakit, iaitu penebus dosa.' InsyaALLAH. So don't curse your sickness or illness as it's a good thing. It is a pay-back for all your sins.
I pray for you people, insyaALLAH. Keep the FAITH always and all the best. I love you All.

Bye-bye, toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum.

-Selamat pergi dan selamat balik, Ya Azryn.

You must know

2011-03-10T22:59:00.003+08:00

I hate to say this.

But..

I FREAKING MISS YOU, LIKE ALOT.

.. And i'm done.

Well, i've said what i needed to say.

So are we cool?

*Awkward Moment*

I need you, and that's the truth

2011-03-08T18:27:00.003+08:00

S.A.D. = Sesungguhnya Aku Depressed

"I'm sad. I'm depressed. Novels, Green Tea, Cheer me up, please.
My heart's broken. Very broken. It broke into billions of pieces.
I don't think it's possible to put them back together again. Oh, tolong!
Help! I need novels! I need Green Tea! I need these! I beg you, cheer me up."

- )';

I'm seventeen and i find you sweet

2011-03-06T17:23:00.010+08:00

I am officially SEVENTEEN! TAHUN TUA KIAN MENDEKAT!~ HAHAHAH!

Eventhough i'm born on 0203, still, 0303 was one of the best day of my life!

To Endy : It's such a pity you weren't there for the celebration. Be strong kay? I wish you all the best for your upcoming stuffs. All the best for N's and O's. Kita tetap akan jadi kawan sampai bila-bila. Kau tetap best friend aku! InsyaALLAH. I hope Zafirah get well soon. Kasihan dia kena infection sebegitu teruk. Cobaan. Sabar kay? And Zafirah, Get well soon, Beautiful!

The cake that they bought. Ain't they sweet? My sweeties!

My signature written all over my palm into a heart shaped. HAHA!

Abang Amir gave me a peck on the cheek exactly in the morning of my Birthday. He said that's he's birthday present for me. Ain't that just sweeeeeeeeeet?! I'll post more if i got the time and yes, i've uploaded new video on Youtube! Do check it out~ Grenade cover. I love my people and you people. Bye bye. Assalamualaikum!

Tidak ku duga

2011-03-03T16:56:00.000+08:00

VERY Unexpected Birthday Surprise by awesome/lovely/sweet/handsome/beautiful/gorgeous/cute Friends for Life (InsyaALLAH), in Jurong Point just now. Thank you So much! I Love you awesome people Alot! THANK YOU!! ♥♥♥ xoxo (';

Sayang kau orang to the max!

Best Friends That Stay True To You

2011-02-27T14:44:00.006+08:00

Oh yes we do.

I do so believe.

Like a Cover for an Album. Cool huh?

Assalamualaikum!

Yes, at last, we had an 'almost full' outing. Most of the people were there. Except for a few friends that couldn't turn up due to specific reasons. Nevertheless, it was cool. We had great, fun, awesome and the best time together. Hopefully our friendship will last FOREVER, insyaALLAH. Amiin.

And Mentorship programme, Ming Song, sat beside me! WEEEE! HAHAHA. But changed to another table after that. Hmph. Anywhos, after that, we slacked at my house for a while before going off separately. We took a few videos with bloopers, and photos and home. After that me and JBot went out. Met up with Suraini then we made a move to Woodlands Waterfront. Terlajak satu stop. HAHAH!

Over 766 photos were taken. I'm uploading it since i got back yesterday. Boohoo. It's not even half yet! Will update when i have the time soon, insyaALLAH. Want to see the pictures, it's at my FaceBook. Thanks!

And Cuti-Cuti Cinta was Awesome! The guy with the suara besar cracks me up. Toodly-oodly. Byebye! Assalamualaikum!

LOOKING FORWARD

2011-02-25T23:01:00.004+08:00

I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR TOMOLO.

I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR HOLIDAYS.

I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR EVERYTHING.

I LOVE MY LIFE.

I LOVE MY FAMILY.

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

I LOVE EVERYONE!

ALHAMDULLILLAH.

I should not have used pen!

2011-02-22T18:40:00.004+08:00

THIS IS WHAT I FELT LIKE DOING TO MY MATHS' PAPER JUST NOT, WHEN DOING THE ANGLES QUESTIONS. REGRET USING PEN ON THE DIAGRAM. FELT LIKE SHOUTING, CRYING, CRUMPLING THE PAPER AND PULLING MY HAIR OUT! AND WHAT'S WITH THOSE CHEEM WORDS? ISH, BINGITZ SAJA~

YES, I GVE UP AT THE VERY LAST-LAST QUESTION. TOO FED-UP TO CONTINUE. MOREOVER, WE WERE LEFT WITH LESS THAN ONE MINUTE. HOW CAN THIS BE?!

TSK.

I LOVE MY MUGGING BUDDIES. I REPEAT, I LOVE MY MUGGING BUDDIES

2011-02-21T16:26:00.005+08:00

Meet.. My car.. In more or less, ten years time. :D

I'll be right there. :D

Close up. Hehehe.

My MESSY 'Study Table'.

Yes, pimples. :(

BOO!

I got the urge to cut my hair. Should i?

STUDY! It's officially THE common test week. Will try to UPDATE SOON! :D

Err..?

2011-02-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

"Terima Kasih.."

"Sama-sama Sayang! .. Ops!"

Thank You, ALLAH.

2011-02-13T09:50:00.006+08:00

Hello Gila. Yes, my gila partner and i love her.♥

Fish SPA! :D

My 'study corner' at home.'♥

Hui Ting Ting/Kimiiah♥ and pinky me.
And i swear, the mentorship thingy is gerekz and it helps alot!

InsyaALLAH i'm going back there again. Miss the driver♥ already. :P

I'm sure to be here again, and play/climb the high elements, with JBOT. ♥

My strengths and family, love them. ♥

PINK-Freak! Call me pink panther if you have to. ♥

Assalamualaikum! Alhamdullillah. Nenek's Op. went well. But she's having some side effects. Yesterday we went to visit her. It was really heartbreaking to see nenek like that. Wanted to sleep there and accompany nenek, but mum said, my aunt doesn't let. So, yeah.

Had the mentorship thingy too yesterday, it was awesome. Seriously. Well, at first there were butterflies dancing to KPOP in our stomachs, but we made it. Moreover, the mentors are either Indonesian or Malaysian. I took the chance to ask anything that i don't understand. Eventhough a SMALL thing. Yeah. Desperate to achieve well. Then we headed to JLP for a quick 'fun in the sun'. Awesome!

Last week, had a GHS thingy. Went to the new place, something like JLP but, better! BUT! Too many centipedes or was it milipedes. Whatever, but there were alot of those! Ew.

I want to play soccer. Or futsal. Either of it. I miss those times i play under the sun with all guys. HAHA! YES. I was the only girl playing soccer. IT was 5 years back? I think. Miss those times.

And i forgot to tell you. KHURAFAT WAS DA'BOMB! FREAKING AWESOME! With the lovelies, we went to watch it. I am so going to buy the DVD.

Okay, i've officially updated, though i won't update as much often due to busy-ness. Anywhos, all the best! Toodly-oodly. Byebye. Assalamualaikum!

"I find it cute kalau suami isteri zaman sekarang, is still using, 'kanda, dinda'."

Synopsis:

2011-02-05T15:56:00.002+08:00

Dibilik khas dalam bilik pembedahan, Ziqree melihat akan pembedahan dijalankan atas Balqis. Dia gementar dan cuak dengan kemungkinan buruk yang akan berlaku. Tidak senang duduk dia dan hatinya turut terluka melihat Balqis sebegitu. Bukan dia tidak biasa melihat orang dibedah, tetapi, melihat orang yang dikasihi dibedah depan matanya membuatkan dia sakit dan terluka. Hampir tiga jam lebih dia didalam sana. Pembedahan hampir berakhir. Setakat ini, pembedahan berjalan dengan lancar. Sehingga..

"Tiiiiiiiiit..."

"What's wrong?" Soal doktor bedah itu apabila mendengar bunyi yang selalu menakutkan mereka. Bunyi mesin yang memberitahu mereka tentang degupan jantung itu, tiba-tiba menunjukkan bahawa jantung Balqis tidak berdegup.

"Ya ALLAH! Balqis!" Ucap Ziqree dalam bilik khas itu. Tangannya dilekapkan pada cermin, seakan dia memegang lengan Balqis.

______________________________________________________________

A part of my novel. So how, interesting or not? :D

InsyaALLAH

2011-01-23T09:00:00.002+08:00

"Jika ALLAH memakbulkan doamu, maka ALLAH meneguhkan kepercayaan mu kepadaNya,
Jika ALLAH menangguhkan doamu, maka ALLAH menguji kesabaranmu,
Jika ALLAH tidak memakbulkan doamu, maka ALLAH telah merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik buatmu.." - From Keena's blog.

InsyaALLAH. Amiin.

i love ibu

2011-01-23T08:55:00.001+08:00

ME: Angel macam nak tambah, 'i am beautiful'. *:P*

IBU: No need lah. You don't have to say it, when you are.

Speechless? Yes.

Touched? Yes.

2011-01-16T21:29:00.002+08:00

Note:
I won't be updating my blog as frequently as i used to for this year. National exams coming up and sacrifice all my activities. From now onwards, study, study and study.

Suriani! Think positive! I know you can do it. Jangan fikir negatively. Any problems in Vectors or other questions, there's always our classmates to help. Cheer up! :D

Innalillahiwainnaillaihirojiun. Encik Yahya(Yaye) just passed away. Moga rohnya ditempatkan dengan orang-orang yang beriman. Amiin.

New Happy Year, InsyaALLAH ♥

2011-01-02T15:26:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdullillah!
We get to live another year.
Another year to repent and do more good deeds. Another year to spent with beloved family and loved ones. Another year to be a much much much better person. Thank you ALLAH. ♥

2011, new year resolutions? I'm too lazy to write them down. If you insist, i'll just keep it short and sweet; Just to be a much much much better person than the past years. Amiin. InsyaALLAH.

As you all should know, two more days and we're back to reality. School, that is. No more playing around. It's time to get bitten by the stress bug. Well, play hard, study hard. But maybe, study harder. Must do my best. With family's prayers, insyaALLAH i can make it.

You might be wondering what's with the picture above. Well, blog looks plain without any colours on. So, i picked this. It's beautiful right? I know. SubhanALLAH.

Anyway, yesterday, BAmir came home. We went to Nenek house for 'party'. Not many people, just my family and Atok's family. FUN! Nenek cooked Roti Kirai! My favourite~ And Mee Siam too. Power! Then, after eating those, had cake. It's BaOdir's birthday cake. Nice! Mango flavoured and not too sweet. It was just nice~

After eating and much eating, we played a 'tape' on a video that was taken 21 years ago. It was the time when BaOdir, Kak Sinah and Kak Zahida's birthday. They were, three year old(BaODir) and the rest were two years old. Yes, i wasn't born yet. It was taken at our old house. Jurong West. Very cute! I mean, my cousins and all. Fuh! The spectacles that time, Gerekz. Like magnifying glass.

Much laughs and all, we enjoyed the video. Atok said, that day, the video was watched by many people! And we disturbed BAmir when we saw he's in the video. "Makan lagi?!" Ahh! Great memories! It's true.

The best memories to be kept is when you spent time with your family. No matter where you are, as long as you're with your loved ones, you'll have the best days of you lives. Well, that's what i belive. What about you?

Anywhos, i'm going off now. As you can see, i do not have any tagboards. I've deleted it. Too many people spamming it. So, i replaced it with my twitter. You guys can know what i'm doing when i'm not posting. Okay? If you people want to ask me or talk to me or whatever it is, just Twitter me. (Sounds funny) Or just Facebook or MSN me. Though i won't really online. Anywhos, you can reach me. Just find a way. Okay done! Byebye. Toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum!

Innallillahi

2011-01-01T21:40:00.003+08:00

Faizal Yusof

Berita yang aku baru tahu, bila login twitter tadi tengok ada post dari beberapa artis cakap pelakon Faizal Yusof (Pelakon cerita Adamaya / Bekas suami Siti Nurdiana) telah meninggal dunia pada 01-Januari-2010 jam 2.30 petang tadi di Hospital Pusrawi, Kuala Lumpur akibat sakit jantung. Mari kita bersama-sama sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada Allahyarham Faizal Yusof dan sekalung ucapan takziah kepada keluarga beliau. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang-orang yang beriman. http://www.mohdzaid.com/2011/01/01/pelakon-faizal-yusof-meninggal-dunia.html

Assalamualaikum!

2010-12-31T16:14:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum WBT. :D

How are you people today? Great as always i supposed. Alhamdullillah. Today is the very last day of 2010. It's a Friday! So, since it's the last day, i'm going to write maybe alot. But, depends on the time as i have to go off at about an hour. So, should be on time.

I want to put some pictures but, couldn't find any to share. I love camels! Moving on. So, yesterday, 4C, well some fo us. Fine, a few of us went to play Bowling at Jurong's Super Bowl. Fun! I joined the group that has the best players. They asked me to join. Played bowling. Wow. It's been quite a long time since i last played bowling. Sekarang sudah karat! But, i managed to get my skills back. Macam paham!

And also, yesterday, was BaOdir's and Kak Sinah's birthday! BaOdir is finally 24 and Kak Sinah is finally 22. Happy Birthday! BAmir's coming home tomorrow, afternoon. We're celebrating their birthday at Gran's house. Party~

As you all may know, i came back from Dubai for like, about two weeks already, i think. And you might have been seing me wearing shawls rather than normal tudung right? Well, i am kind-of perasan Arab for awhile. And believe me, I Miss Dubai already. And close friends should know why.

Anywhos, Mum's told me to save up a little for next year. She said, insyaALLAH, i will get a DSLR. She'll pay some for it and i pay some too. YAY! - But. See, there's always something to burst your bubble. But, must share with about 2 more people at home. Not that i don't want to share. But, to lend to second big brother and little brother. Oh brother! Sungguh tak best. second big brother is not always at home. If i share with him, hard to get my DSLR back. To lend to little brother, scared. He's a little accident prone. So yeah. See my dilemma. *sigh*

New year is coming in our way. I want my own room please? I don't want to share with brothers. I want OWN. Where i can decorate and rearrange everything to my liking. Paint the room pink and maybe black! Sofa bed at the side of the room. A place to finally put my laptop on and not over the place. New cupboard that's not falling off. A long mirror. Picture frames on the wall. More spacious room for me to run around or do my work on the floor. And not forgetting, a PINK lava lamp as a night-night lamp. *Smile widely*

Haii. Dreams, are just dreams. Mum and Dad said, to put brothers in the big brother's room as it's always not occupied most of the time For The Past 4 YEARS. And nothing happened. I'm sad. Tak apalah, belum rezeki lagi.

Moving on. Not much time left. I'm so in love with Hazrul Nizam's Kaulah Segalanya. I know it's an old song but old songs are the best. Nowadays, the new songs kind of becoming the same. Autotuned(?) and such. Sorry, no offence. But it's true. Some are nice, some are okay. Okay, done. Will post up till here only. Will post in the new year, InsyaALLAH. Happy New Year everyone! All the best for 2011!

Before i end:

Thank you everyone who had been in and out of my life.

Thank you for those who had change or not a litle or most of me.

Thank you for being my friend.

Thank you for making me smile, teared or laugh.

Thank you for being there for me.

Thank you for teaching me right from wrong.

Thank you for being my ears.

Thank you for EVERYTHING!

And thank you for making me part of your life. :')

All the best and may ALLAH bless you all. Amiin.

I love you. Byebye, toodly-oodly, assalamualaikum!

TAHNIAH!

2010-12-29T17:50:00.002+08:00

TAHNIAH, ABANG AMER MUNAWER YUSOFF ATAS KELAHIRAN ANAK SULUNG, LELAKI PADA JUMAAT LALU. MAAF, BARU DAPAT TAHU!
DAN JUGA, PADA GURU SAYA! TAHNIAH!
okay, bye.

Be right back

2010-12-21T11:48:00.001+08:00

Hello people. I will update soon. Very soon in fact. I'll update in my laptop and copy paste it here. So stay tuned~ I can't update now as, you know little brothers always want to use the computer. Darn it. Mum better change this MIO thingy into wireless soon. Please.

Believe it or not, i'm stuck in Dubai.

2010-12-16T01:02:00.004+08:00

Before Dinner was served.
The quad bikes!
Hummer! BaOdir was obsessed with it, so we took a photo with the Hummer.

Camel ride!

I know, it's not complete, again. Without BAmir, it's never complete. :(

OK. Blogger is making my blood up. It's lagging like.. Ish! Anywhos, i'm back to update! So, I'm making it short and simple. Oh, sorry i couldn't upload the pictures here. It's not even loading! I tried uploading it like 5 times, and still, it's not uploading. Pissed.

Currently, it's 10:30pm here. So, let's talk about yesterday. It was VERY FUN! First off, the driver, was very hot. MasyaALLAH. Hehe. Then, he drove us to the desert. Reached the desert, he told me to wear the safety belt. so, i passed the message around to family, to wear the safety belt. Then, he drove. Drifts, slide, turns, speeds! WOW! FUN! We were bumping up and down in the car. Banged into the window, but not too hard. Swayed left and right! Amazing experience! Loved it!

Then, got down in the middle of the desert to take pictures and enjoy the sand. SubhanALLAH, the sand was very fine! Smooth and soft and cooling. WOW! Then, off to the 'destination'. Rode a camel there! At last, my wish came true! I got to ride a camel after all! YIPPEE! Then, we took the Quad bike. I sped all the way. Then, the guy told me, "Don't speed, slow down, slow and steady." I was like nodding my head, but heck care of it. I speed when he's not looking. I mean, Come on, we paid, 50-100 dirhams each for that ride, and you told us to slow down? No thanks! Moreover, i'm not even hitting the speed limit of Singapore. Dubai? Oh, jauh sekali. Singapore's speed limit is about 90km/h while Dubai's 120km/h. So, i wasn't speeding after all. But i did rode it fast! I almost fell of the bike, due to speed and balance and drift! HAH! Baru first time naik ini motor nak drift konon!

After all those, we went into the 'area', to see some 'shops'. BaOdir wore the Arab's clothes. Russell too. Then, bought a sand thingy. After that, me, Muhammad and BaOdir, went to sandboard. WEE! FUN! We sandboard all the way. But seriously, the hill of sand was very steep. Then, we need twice the amount of energy to go up. All were panting on top. So, we sandboard down. DUH! PIty my brothers, they couldn't even sandboard it. It moved but didn't slide. Mine did. Pity-pity. Then, the sun setted. We went in back for snacks before dinner. There were performances. This dude, spins while spinning things, he spinned for about 5-10minutes or more, without getting dizzy. Then, there was this two guys, wearing a horse costume and going aroung, kissing people. HAHA! Then, bellydancer, which, is not the interesting, to me. hahhaa!

After all this was over, dinner was served! YAY! After dinner, we went home. The wild car ride again! BEST! hahaha! Stopped at the road there, to put air into the tyres. All went out, check out some souveniers. Then, after ten minutes, we got on. I looked at Russell who was already heading for the door, as i had to sit with him at the Back of the back. So, then, i saw the driver. He was showing a 'come here' hand signal. HAHAH! Okay, so, Back home! The driver, opened the door for me, everytime. Aww right? The driver is an Arab. He wore shades, you~ Aduhai~ Muka orang putih, tapi arab sebenarnya. Boleh tahan hot! And shit, satu kawan saya perasan gila! Kononnya, handsome macam driver itu. Pigi da~ Perasan overshot!

Oh, did i tell you that at the desert, it was freezing COLD? Seriously, my big brother's jacket that i wore wasn't any help at all. Sampai ke tulang hitam, sejuknya! Did all those stuffs and we didn't even perspire. Cool eh? I know. So, back home, washed up and rest. Chatted with friends, then sleep. hahah! Still can't forget, someone's actually jealous that i'm in Dxb. HAHAHA!

So, today, we head off to Sahara Mall. The stuffs there are like, expensive! Branded goods. So, didn't buy anything, except for food. We took the escalator there, then Muhammad jumped on it, straight away, it turned off! HAHAHA! Funny you know. Did you know, at here, the kfc, you have to pay for cili/ketchup? Seriously. 4 for 50cents. Not cool right? Yeah, then, head home. BAmir said, he's coming home today, tak ada pun. He had to work today, then his manager gives him a two day off, tomorrow. WEE! Thank you Sir! He puts at his status on Facebook, saying: "to abu dhabi grand mosque with family..they love dubai....n i love them..!" & "in frankfuurt GERMANY now....its snowing n -4 degrees here...gosh..cant wait to go back dubai.." Aww. I teared by looking at it. He loves us! DUH~ But, it's touchy. Reminds me of the first, well technically, second day at Dxb, we went to Global Village at night, eventhough he has to fly the next morning. He puts his arm around me. Aww. HAHA! I know it's a small thing, but small things counts alot, to me, at least!

Wait, i'll try to upload again. It's loading alright! I am very sleepy now. But, want to sleep early, macam sayang. Hehe. Oh, you guys might be wondering what's with my post title. Well, literally, i am. We are supposed to be back on Friday, but the flight is fully booked! The available flights are like on Tuesday. So, we'll see how. When there's a will, there's always a way. InsyaALLAH.

Tomorrow, going out again. Go shopping! Souveniors and all. Yeah. And, YES! Uploaded. If you want to see more photos, go up on my Facebook profile. I even uploaded videos! To me, videos captured more moments then pictures, so watch it! Alright then, maybe i'm going to watch some videos before tuning in. Goodnight Loves! Toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum! Sayang awak!

It's just coincidences, it happens everywhere and everytime. Too much coincidences; Doesn't mean a thing. .. Right?

be right back

2010-12-15T02:43:00.001+08:00

Will update tomorrow. InsyaALLAH. Hitting the sack now. Goodnight loves! Sweet dreams! Toodly-oodly, assalamualaikum!

It's the fact

2010-12-14T14:33:00.003+08:00

Firstly, I don't know where I stand with you & I don't know what I mean to you. I want to be yours, but that's up to you.
Secondly, You make me smile all the time, no lie. Even when I just think of you. You make me feel so high. I just wanted to say thanks, You're the only reason I've smiled in days. ♥
So, thank you.

Today's tuesday! Now, 3:22pm back in singapore, but 11:30am in Dubai. Biggy brother had to fly to Germany, his duty. So, he'll be back tomorrow's night. We're going to Safari, Desert later on. At 3pm here. Wee! Sandboarding, Camels, here i come! Oh, my mum cooked curry! Yum! I've been eating fastfoods here. Subway, Macdonalds and Pizzas! Okay, will update later on at night, insyaALLAH. Byebye, toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum!

The fact is: Miley is taking drugs. Demi is in a treatment center. Selena is crying in airports. Zanessa is over. THIS ISN'T DISNEY ANYMORE!

I'm putting in videos

2010-12-14T06:28:00.003+08:00

A complete set.
The Burj!
Dubai Mall, has a big aquarium in it.

This is the mosque, one of the biggest mosque in the world. Shk. Zayed's mosque.

We went to Abu Dhabi in the afternoon, just to visit this mosque. It's magnificent!

Today, well, technically, yesterday, we visited Abu Dhabi's biggest mosque. Followed by Dubai's mall or was it Emirate's mall, that has a huge aquarium in it. Followed by, seeing the Burj and then, Global.. Something. I forgot what's it called. Then, home! Tomorrow, Safari! Wee!

Alright guys, i'm tuning in now. Can't tahan my sleepy eyes anymore. See you! Will upload more pictures, insyaALLAH, tomorrow. Today, well technically, yesterday, our camera died on us halfway. So yeah, byebye. Toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum!

I miss you. Can i send you, my kisses? You don't have to worry, the wind will send it to you. If you don't want it, the wind will take it away.

Orang Dubai Kirim Salam!

2010-12-13T05:41:00.005+08:00

This is where i'm sleeping! I 'copped' this place.

This picture is found at BAmir's table. Cute right?

Everyone's asleep! The rest went out. The red patch on the top left hand picture is my 'bed'.

The view of Dubai from BAmir's balcony.

And another. I ain't lying when i say it's freezing at night. Mengalahkan Genting!

Assalamualaikum everyone! Blogreaders, how are you doing today? Hopefully, you people are fine! And why am i talking like this? I got no idea. Awak pun baca ya? Kalau ya, Hello! Saya.. Erm.. Saya rindu awak. Hehehe. :P

Anywhos, i've reached Dubai, safe and sound, in one piece. So the journey was rough. Started off with i couldn't sleep yesterday's night. Excited? Maybe. But more of, thinking. So, we were supposed to be awake at 5am. Then, i finally fell asleep at 4:50am. Then, got ready, and off we went. It was at about 6:30am we were off.

Took bus to Lakeside, then MRT to Kranji. From Kranji, took bus 170 to Malaysia. Then, to Bukit Jalil, PuduRaya/KL sentral and then, KLIA. It was a very-very long ride. The time we reached Malaysia's checkpoint, there's this one botak licin guy, who works there. Sebok, go and see my name on his friend's screen. When i walked away to my family, he called my name. "Qistina Angel.." He smiled. I was like, wah, he's somebody already. Mentang-mentang kerja sana, nama orang dia tahu lah. To be polite, i just smiled back and told my mum what happened. She laughed.

After that, we went to Larkin. 4 hours of bus ride. After that, we stopped at Bukit Jalil to get to PuduRaya. I thought Singaporeans were kanchiong enough, but sorry to say this, Malaysians are much more kanchiong-er. I mean, my family was the first to line up, there were no barriers by the way. Then, these people just rushed into the bus. I was like, SubhanALLAH, tak tahu bersabar betul! Then, i fed up, i just let them go up. I was actually buntut-ing my big brother, when he said to stick to him, then this makcik pushed me. I give chance. Then, this malay guy, he gives way for me to go up. Maybe as he saw my family was already on top, only me tertinggal, so he gives way. Wah, thank you Brother! I wanted to say thanks, but then, panic and scared if suddenly i'm left out, i didn't opened my mouth.

Gedebak-gedebuk, we reached PuduRaya/KL sentral. Met Pak Long there. We ate at A&W before going to KLIA. The service was freaking slow and the reason is, the cooks are having a commotion at the back. Bad and poor service. Not only they delivered the food late but also, it was cold. We reached KLIA at about 4:30pm today. Checked in and such.

Board the plane at 7:30pm Singapore time. I checked the timing, it got off the ground at 7:41:33pm. Sat beside big brother. Ada saja yang nak dikacau. Manja-manja pula itu. Lentokkan kepala dekat bahu, ngantuk. Bagi chance. So, i didn't slept the whole journey. That's why i'm sleepy! Eye bags. The food on the plane is NICE! Okay. Watched movies on the plane. There's alot of choices. Movies from old to new, WOW! But my monitor freezed an hour or two after it took off. Sad right? So, Big brother changed place with me, since he wants to sleep, so i get to watch! We touched down at 2:17:48am Singapore time.

Okay. Now.. I'm hungry and sleepy. There's pizza! At 3am in the morning? HAHAH! Okay. Moving on. I heard, we're going to Abu Dhabi tomorrow, well today actually. Then, i don't know when, but we're going to Sahara Desert! There's camel ride! I can't wait! Okay, i post some pictures and off to sleep i go. Goodnight to me, and goodmorning to you! Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum!

It's finally official

2010-12-11T23:07:00.002+08:00

So it's official! I'm going to Dubai tomorrow, morning. Well, technically. So here's how the story goes. First my mum huru-hara saying that our flight is tonight. I woke up with a jump hearing that. Straight away i showered then, took out the clothes that i need to bring. Then, my mum called again, saying, we're going tomorrow morning. Yes, my face turned dash-dot-dash.

So, the real story behind all these commotion is that, first, Singapore's flight from here to Dubai is fully booked. And when i say fully means, FULLY. There's 304 seats available but, 330 people booked. Typical Singaporeans. Very kanchiong. So my family and i were only on Stand-by kind of tickets, not booked. So yeah, get the story.

The second reason is that, my family wants ALL of us to go on the same flight. not giving me, my big brother and little brother to go first. So, when my mum contacted the KLIA person, he guranteed that our family will get on the same flight. Make sure eh Pakcik!

So the plan is; Tomorrow morning, after Subuh, we will take MRT all the way to Woodlands. From there, we take a bus to Larkin. From Larkin, we take a VIP bus to somewhere. From somewhere, we take shuttle bus to KLIA. From here to KLIA takes about 7 hours and our flight from KLIA to Dubai is also 7 hours! So, you see. Okay done.

2 days ago, we had another JBOT outing! Off to town. Go visit Azryn's blog for more information. It was fun, get together kind of outing! Love this people! These people makes my world a better place to live in. Seriously, it's hard to find these kind of friends. Yet, i have them, and InsyaALLAH we'll stick!

Yesterday, went out with Izzati! My best friend forever of course, InsyaALLAH. We went to Vivocity. Watched Rapunzel! Fun! That movie is awesome! The chameleon is so cute. And yes, the horse was Hercules's. So yeah, will stop here. I'm going out now. For dinner/supper with family. And yes, couldn't borrow my cousin's DSLR, so mum's camera is our only choice. I've got to pray now and get ready. Bye!

Well technically, i did this post before i went out. Now, i'm back. Posted! I'll update more in Dubai later alright? Love you people! Bye, goodnight, Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum!

It's been so long

2010-12-06T23:36:00.006+08:00

I believe so too.

So freaking true.

Guess who? Abang Amer was at the side, so he was blocked. Not in picture. But they did this reunion!

After much patience, finally. Alhamdullillah. Syukur padaNYA.

InsyaALLAH, this coming Sunday, 12th December; Whole family going to Dubai. Not totally confirmed yet though. But we're on standby tickets. Mum says, maybe me, Muhammad and BaOdir will go first. So yeah. I am excited, of course. But as usual. Can't get too excited. Kalau tak menjadi, merana nanti.
That reminds me of a conversation between BaOdir and Mum:
Mum: Kau boleh pergi tak Dubai?
BaOdir: Odir whole week memang tak kerja. Tapi, since tak kerja, tak ada duit, so.. Hai. Ibu paham-paham saja lah. *Tepuk pocket*
I laughed.

So, yeah. I'm too absorbed with my novel writing until i've lost track of homeworks. Yes, i admit. I've yet to do the homeworks, but hey, I did some okay. Many too have yet to get started on their homeworks. Hopefully we can get it done. No, not hopefully, but MUST. As, the first day of school, all the homeworks given must be handed up. Kwangkwangkwang.

What happened to me for the past few days, why am i missing in action, you may ask. Well, maybe you don't. Well, no matter. I'm going to tell you. So, I went to Gift Of Reading camp. It was fun. Made lots of new friends there. And all were friendly. Glad to be there. Seriously. We had 'Vocal' and 'Dance' class.

Well, not really vocal but, it's more on how to project our voice and such. And not really a dance but physical training. It was fun though. Slept there for two days. And yes, the first day, after i did my prayers there, i cried when praying (Do'a) for family. Never had i cried while praying. So yeah, my first time.

Second day, we went to the Singapore Art Museum. The deer sculpture was interesting. Why didn't i thought of that? Anywhos, it was a great experience. Great art piece and such. Very interesting. Different ways to express your feeling into such art piece. I'm impressed.

The next day, Saturday, i went home, in the morning. Lack of sleep, obviously. Mum and Dad picked me up at 9am. Went off to Airport to see some 'Orang balik haji'. After that, head home and i slept for a few hours. Then head off to another camp. See, i'm very good right? Two camps happening at the same timings and i go for each of it.

So the other camp that i went to was, Youth Camp. It was fun! Though i didn't slept there, i did join in some of the games. Such as charades. I represented Group C. No, it changed halfway to Group CB. Or was it BC? Anywhos, i went up to the front. Stage fright? Yes.

Since the charades you can either act or draw, i prefered and volunteered myself to act as it's much easier and time saver. So, i was given three minutes to act out as many words as i could for my group to guess. I'm impressed by myself. Got the highest amount of points in a short time. For two minutes, the highest points for all groups was, 3-4? Then, for me, three minutes, eight points! Even Keena couldn't beat me, she got 7. It was not that fair as, the words repeated.

Yes, i was excited to act out. Hello, won't you panic if you're given three minutes to act out as many as you can? Of course you would. So, i was like rushing against time. When i think i spent too much time on a word, i skip it, so called 'fed-up' with group members as they couldn't guess. There was one word, 'Langkah kanan'. The most easiest yet, they couldnt guessed it. I stepped to the right. They got the first word right but, the second word? I pointed to the right and they keep saying 'side'. THANK YOU. Straight away, i skipped the word.

So yes. Fun. Then, the day after, which was Sunday. Bik Ida had an 'open house' event. Kenduri. Fun! Played with nephews and cousins! I just love them. Izyan didn't want me. But Aqil wants. Weird? Not really, as i entertained Aqil more. Danish showed him this, 'predator' he bought that scared Aqil, and Aqil ran up to me to carry him. But then after, he throw things at me. Ouch! Well, hey, a Thank you would be nice.

Today, didn't go out. Stayed home, did my novel. As usual. Had ngaji just now. And yes! My novel is almost finished. I was doing my third novel. But don't be surprised yet, as i've yet to finish my first two. Kwangkwangkwang. Baru saja nak excited kan? Anywhos, i plan to publish my book at Malaysia. Think it's a good idea? Maybe. Now i know why it's rare for my age to write such novels. It is because, we have so little experience in life and yet to know what it's like. So yeah, i played the guess and check kind of thing for my novel. It's like guess maybe this will happen in the working life, then i checked with adults if it true or not. If you know what i mean. Okay then. I'll stop here. I want to hit the sack as soon as possible. Oh, hey before i forget, thank you for those whos been visiting and keep track of my blog. Do tag. And those who dropped by, thanks! Much appreciated. Please, stop spamming my tagboard. Goodnight! Toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum!

Well, at least i think i do

2010-12-01T14:49:00.005+08:00

"Pictures spoke more this time, it seems."

Psst; i'm going to be away for a few days due to camp. So i won't be able to update blog. Should i bring my laptop along? Hmm.. And i think i am going to delete my tagboard. People seems to spam it a little too much.

Toodly-oodly. Assalamualaikum!

Fulersmak!

2010-11-28T14:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to Rosli Mansor's performance at Esplanade's outdoor theater. It was a splendid performance. woooo. Yes, my blog song is also one of his songs. Rescuing Rukia. Love! It's a nice song. So yeah, yesterday went to Esplanade and Dad was like:

Me: Ayah kenal Rosli Mansor?

Ayah: Kenal lah.

Me: Macam mana ayah kenal dia?

Ayah: Ayah dulukan yang ajar dia main guitar.

HAHAHAHAH! PERASAN MUCH?!

My dad keeps saying these stuffs and stuffs like, "Eh, it's our turn to perform!" Lame yet funny. We ate at Adam's road after that. Cheese fries~

Today it's raining heavily. A heavy downpour! So those who's driving, do be careful. Today, the canteen stall lady, 'Cik Timah' we named her. Her son/daughter is getting married. i couldn't come. Due to some circumstances. So.. Oh right, Afiqah's kakak is married today. I just got to know. Congratulations!

This Thursday, i'm off! To camp. Yea, it's a four days, three nights thing. Hopefully i can survive. I can't really be too far away from family as i'll get sick. Sakit rindu keluarga! It happened to me, when i was in KL. i got sick when i reached home. High fever. Weird huh? Anywhos, i've bought certain things for camp and yeah.

I am starting to improve on my guitar! I can play. A little. I'm uploading pictures up now. Just now, chatted with my Malaysian friend. Good to hear that he's doing good. Alhamdullillah.

Last Friday, went to nenek house! She cooked.. ROTI LOBANG-LOBANG. (I called it that, since young, as i do not know the name.) Roti Kirai. Powderful! Best! Then, this month's Friday night shows are about Umie Aida. And the next coming up has Fahrin Ahmad in it! Aik, macam tahu-tahu saja yang aku ni tak ada dekat rumah masa starring dia? So the show with Fahrin Ahmad in it is shown next two weeks! Smile widely! I get to watch it, InsyaALLAH. I am very hungry. I've yet to eat since morning. Play computer, how to eat? So, yeah. I am going to go and get my lunch! Okay? Wait, before that:

InsyaALLAH this December, i will go there.

And here too.

Helped out at SQPS.

Toodly-oodly! Assalamualaikum!

Bagai sebuah cerita aku dan dia

2010-11-24T23:00:00.008+08:00

The moon on Monday night. It was a Full Moon. SubhanALLAH.

Baby Izyan, sleeping soundly on Sunday afternoon, until Bella woke him up.

Nenek's winning Egg Pudding!

The full set of Mr Bean!

I can't wait for Abang Amer Munawer's Seluruh Mahabbah music video! (teaser; blog song #1)

I AM IN LOVE WITH TOMOK'S BAGAIKAN BIDADARI. ♥ (Blog song #2)

Imagine someone singing that song to me. Aww."Hadirmu bagaikan bidadari~" Terbuai seketika.
Dream on lah, Jerl!

So, hello there! Sorry for not updating for quite a while. I was away at family's chalet and such stuffs. So, let's talk about Keena's sleepover. It was fun! We talked about lots of stuffs. As per normal. Yeah. Then, there was Qurban. Smell of Kambingz made me sick. So, me and Keena found some places where it was free-of-that-smell. We talked, and talked. Hai anak dara ni, berbual saja kerjanya! And yes, Keena's friend, Naufal (Was it?) has a GREAT voice. Lovely and soothing voice!

Then, on Friday, i bought MrBean. Picture up top. Then, I went to Nenek's house. She cook best, Egg Pudding (My favourite) , but Kambing?! I took the curry and cicah dengan roti. I don't know why. Last time, i used to eat Kambingz. But nowadays, i can't. I'm sick of it. Maybe the smell? Yes. So yeah. If you cook Kambingz, don't bother asking me to come. I will maybe, but eat? Nah. The Egg pudding was the bomb! Picture up top. I love you nenek! After Nenek's house, met up with Keena and partner with gang along the way. I don't like it if people know me through my parents but i myself, do not know them. Sheesh. I'll always be known as, 'Anak Pak Jamil'. It's labeled on my forehead.

Hey, did you know my hair is getting longer? Of course you don't. Did you guys watched Gubra? I want that girl's hair. Very long, nice. I'm growing my hair as long as possible.

Family Chalet. It was held at Changi Cranwell Banglo 3. It was supposed to be a 3 days 2 nights thing. But somewhat, since everybody was going home on Sunday, we tagged along. So, it started on Saturday. We checked in at 4pm. Badabing-badaboom, it was Maghrib. People came. So, we started games! i was holding on to Izyan! He is so cute! The picture is posted up top. At first, he didn't want me, then after he sat with me, he didn't want to let go of me. How cute! I carried him, here and there. Games such as ice-breakers and Uncle tak habis-habis with his, "Cats even cross the road. Sometimes, cats even cross the road also. How much the rice, i love you." Cracked me up. As i know it's from a video. Uncle rockz! He's always making jokes and making people laugh in a serious way. That is why we always laugh. Muka selamba saja, Uncle! Kak Nana's camera.. FUH! I was one of the camerawoman, as usual!

Then, after that, we had a few games such as, "Do you know you family well?" Yeah. The person in charge will give such descriptions and we will have to guess who. I was one of the person who they have to guess. My descriptions was, wears spectacles, loves to read and the only girl in the family. Abang Khairi was the one who got it right! Wa caya sama lu lah Abang Khairi! The next game was, 'The devil crabs'. Bik Ida's Black Pepper crabs. It was freaking hot! She used one and a half bags of cili padi. So, Abang Nizam, Kak Nana and Abang Khairul competed. Abang Nizam ate 7 crabs while Kak Nana and Abang Khairul ate 5. So, you can see who won. Air mata, air hidung semua keluar. Kasihan~ But i heard from Bik Ida that Abang Nizam loves her Black Pepper Cili Crabs. Always bring your own Cold Milk! So, no problem!

After that, we karaoke-d a little bit and hit the sack. Me and Bella turned in first. While sleeping, suddenly Keena menyelit. Perangai. I couldn't sleep. Maigraine attack! Shitz. Tried to puke, but to no avail. So slept with tiger balm on my nose. That whole night i couldn't sleep. It was like on and off. So, when everyone woke up, i slept on the floor. Maigraine attack wasn't showing any signs of retreating. So, rested. Woke up only at twelve. That is, in between i played with Erlina. Abang Udin and Kak Leha's fourth child! Still a baby. Aww. So cute! Our plans to perform was cancelled. I 'overslept' and such. Moreover, we weren't ready. So, give us a break. Then, we played a little bit of charades and off back home!

On Tuesday met up with Keena and Bella to pass their stuffs. Then, homed. This Friday and Saturday, 7:30pm or 8:30pm; Cik Rosli Mansor is performing live outside the Esplanade thingy. So i decided to maybe, go and watch. Still negotiating with Titi and Keena and Bella to go.

Next Thursday, CAMP! Vijay asked me - no, no. Forced me to go. It's a four days three nights thing. Maybe i should go. So yeah. Made up my mind. Alright then, i'll stop here. I want to do a cover. Not sure what song though. So yeah. Goodnight! Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum!

"Dia membuatkan hari-hariku bagai sempurna tiada celanya~"

Hey there, David!

2010-11-16T14:31:00.007+08:00

The three of us went to watch:

David Archuleta's autograph session!

Yeah, He was very friendly. He was smiling all day long. Cool. Yes, he's cute. But sorry, taken by Azryn. So.. Me, Azryn and Fairus went there. I tried to take Archie's pictures but then, it was very blurry. So, i took videos then. Yes, very pissed. Mind you. So yeah, FUN! Videos up on Facebook, Azryn's wall. Oh yeah, Fairus sent me home. I really miss those long walks and talks. So yeah, we did a few catching ups.

Right! Jbot! Fairus asked if you guys are free on the next wednesday. Go picnic? Anything, get back to him.

I'm bored. Very. Recommend me some games or videos will you? Please? Why did i bother to ask? Like as if anyone is reading. So nevermind. Forget it. I found a few games on facebook.

Today is Tuesday, Puasa Arafah. You guys puasa? Good. Oh and today Keena is coming over later after Maghrib. And it's raining heavily now. I have Bodyaches! )):

Okay. Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum!

Lights out and lets hit the sack!

2010-11-14T23:56:00.003+08:00

Khusyuk sangat tengok movie dekat laptop. Disney Princess! :D

Tersenyum lihat diri sendiri pada malam hari! Kahkahkah!

Awww. Ain't that just sweet? Eventhough annoying at times, he still makes me smile.♥

Bugs Bunny~

Nighty-night to all. I know it's a last minute update. It's already 15 November! No matter, i've updated. Today i didn't go out. Stayed home, Sunday. Continued and continuing my novel. Had a bad headache in the afternoon. Migraine. So yeah. Lights out and lets all hit the sack! Goodnight lovers! Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum!

Orang Islam dinasihatkan untuk menonton

2010-11-13T18:31:00.005+08:00

A video for, everyone. Especially to the muslims and Islams. Saya tahu video ini agak ngeri, tapi, kuatkanlah iman dan nontonilah video ini. Saudara, Saudari, Adzab kubur itu ada. Ini video, menunjukkan buktinya. Seorang lelaki remaja yang dikhabarkan, mengabaikan solatnya dan mengambil ringan dengan agamanya. Renung-renungkan lah, kita semua. Ini pasti akan berlaku. Bertaubatlah kami semua. Moga-moga ALLAH mengampunkan segala dosa-dosa kita yang pernah kita lakukan, biarpun sengaja ataupun tidak. Dan moga, ALLAH melindungi kami semua dari siksaan kubur. Amiin.

Mereka mahuku ke pusat pemulihan, aku kata tidak, tidak, tidak~

2010-11-13T17:45:00.006+08:00

You've just got to LOVE♥ my blog song. Kan Suraini kan? ^^

If you guys want to watch the video on top(Which i strongly recommend you to), just pause my blog song. I strongly recommend all of you to watch it. It is in English but a few parts are malay. But, don't mind. It's funny. Very funny, i mean. After watching it, then read the next paragraph.

So, there were topics on Songs, Lyrics then it linked to Deejays which linked to Malaysia, to ringing tones and then, CSI. A very clever stand-up comedian. What ever he said was so true. "Thats why in Malaysia, takes twice as long." I love that part! He's funny right? "Eh sayang, you're once. In fact, i would say twice. No, no. Three times a lady." "What?! You're saying i'm fat is it?!" Classic! And he spoke really fast when it comes to CSI. "That's the killer." That part cracks me up. "Fuyyoh! How'd she know?" True, i myself wonder that when i watch CSI.

Anywhos, i'm not going to post such long posts. As this post is only for today. And today is Saturday. Just now, in the morning, had to send Russell to Primary One orientation at Shuqun Primary. My past school. So much difference yet still the same old school i've gone to. Russell couldn't read five words. So, yeah. He got 36/41. So, passed. Alhamdullillah. Then, after that we went to eat at KFC, then homed. We walked through Chinese Garden.

Later at night, we're going for dinner. I heard it is going to be at East Coast. I feel like eating WanTon. I miss eating that at Teh Tarik. Nevermind, not that important anyway.

Oh right, Suraini♥! I read your blog. Aww. Sweet or what. "Get them for me!: *Picture*" InsyaALLAH, kalau tiada aral, kita akan buat lagi perjumpaan, dengan semua. So, i guess, i'll end my post here. I don't really know what to write more.

Before i end, Keena♥ is coming over this Tuesday for sleepover! And maybe Bella♥ too. But, she's not sleeping over, just to practice. Okay, that's it. I want to continue my novel. So, yeah! Hopefully, tomorrow, you guys have a great Sunday! InsyaALLAH. Love you guys! Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum.

Major Update Version 2.0

2010-11-12T11:30:00.005+08:00

If you realize, whenever i didn't update for a very very long time, i tend to change my blogskin first before updating. So yeah. Refresh everything. The picture on the left there is obviously not me. I will change the picture, one fine day. That is, until Aisah♥ upload pictures up on facebook. So, be patient.

I know my blog has been long forgotten and abandoned. I myself doubts if anyone is reading it. If there is anyone reading this, Hello there! Thanks for reading my posts and checking up on my blog if i am ever going to update.Thank you. I mean it.

So, for the past few days, i had exams. Long time ago. Thought i failed three, but it's only two. I improved on every subjects except for combined science. Nevertheless, i've already made a promise to myself in no more failing and score high. InsyaALLAH, i can make it. And you can too. Just, believe in yourself and work hard.
So.. Where was i? Oh right. After those exams, our class had a class chalet. It was F.U.N. Really. We checked-in in to the chalet, it was about 4 plus, if i'm not wrong. Settled down and stuffs. When the sun was setting, we started barbequeing. The main point of the chalet. I helped to take photos, as per normal. Then, i started to help with the barbequeing. Pity those who didn't rest due to barbequeing for everyone. So, i did helped out, a little Me, Azryn♥ and some other people overnight there. At night, Girls slept first. We conqured both the king-sized bed(?). Half the guys slept in the other room(living room). I got to know from Wei Qiang if i'm not wrong, that Varandy was very mad when we conquered the bed. So, he almost jumped on all of us. Oh yeah, talking about Varandy, he's at Indonesia currently. Got to know from his twitter. He was very funny before and during the chalet. Tak kering gusi aku dibuatnya.

That day, before we head off for chalet. Some of us, had Physics remedial. After that, we sat outside the staff room as some have yet to take the holiday assignments. We met one of our teachers. We told him to come for our class chalet if he has nothing on, on that day. We told him it's at Down Town East, Pasir Ris. He was like, "Can la. Can la." Then walks off. "Can la, can la. He know or not our chalet what block and room?" I said. We don't even has his number. He came back to us when he heard us laughing. That was when, we got his number, so can contact him about the chalet. Out of all the teachers we invited, only one teacher came. And you guessed it right. Our one and only ~~Co-Form~~ Form teacher; Mr Faydzully. He came with his fiance. We took lots of pictures and also a group photo. Hui Ting's brother helped us to take the photo. Kan Azryn kan? ^^

Few weeks ago, Me, Suraini♥, Suria♥ and Endy♥ went for Fish Spa. I was so ticklish, i'll tell you. The feeling was like, it pecks very softly on your feet then it vibrates. I know, by telling you this, you minght just laugh. But i'm serious it was so ticklish. Apatah lagi, aku ini first time dekat sana. Yes, it was my first time. I was too scared to put my feet into the water and Endy kept pushing and forcing my feet into the water. After fifteen minutes, i did it! I was like, it's going to be a waste if i don't put my feet in. A sense of accomplishment! After that, Suria had to go off earlier. So, Me, Suraini and Endy went to the nearest food court to fill up our tummies. Lapar tidak terkira! The chicken chop there, is the best! Food Culture at Chua Chu Kang. Try it, okay?

Few weeks after that, i brought Keena♥, Bella♥ and Titi♥ there, Fish Spa. Me and Titi paid for Keena and Bella. We had so much fun. We also took the last shuttle bus back to Chua Chu Kang. Sadly, Me and Titi had to wait for Keena and Bella to reach Chua Chu Kang before the Fish Spa. They took one hour to reach. As usual, i was the first to reach. Biasalah, orang Jurong katakan~ Then, While waiting for Titi, a women came up to me and asked me to do a survey. After she got to know my age, she walked off. She did smiled before that. It's funny how people can mistaken me for an eighteen year old(or more).

Titi♥ had just lost her dad a few weeks ago. His liver burst. I cried like mad at school that day. I've regarded her as my cousin and her late dad as my uncle. her parents and my parents are best friends, and same goes to us. I love her alot! I got to know, i was the first person she called to tell me the news about her father's death. But due to my prepaid has no credits in it as i was going to change to line, i couldn't picked up. What kind of a friend am i?! I feel so really bad. I cried again at home realising what kind of a friend am i. During the funeral, i wanted to come but, i couldn't due to exams. I was having maths paper 1 and physics paper 2. I got to know the news from my mum, the day after he passed away. No wonder i was restless at night. I was moved to ask my mum about her dad's condition. Didn't expect that to happened. I pity her. Hopefully, this experience make her stronger. InsyaALLAH. A week after her dad's gone, me, my mum and her gang went to visit her family. I hugged her and teared. My mum hugged her mum and cried. I miss her alot too. Al-Fatehah for her dad.

Not only she had lost her dad. Marcus had also lost his dad, a day or two before the chalet. And recently, my Malaysian friend had also just lost his father. He didn't told me and therefore, i didn't know. Until i went to his page and saw a post he was tagged in. Then, i frantically find out if it's true. I went to his sisters and brother's page and there it was. It is true. My deepest condolences to all who have just lost their loved ones. Pray for them and InsyaALLAH, you will get to meet them again, in Syurga. Al-Fatehah.

I don't know if you know, but, i've already started with my very own novel. It's not about my life. It's a malay novel. If i can't find any publisher in Singapore, i will publish it at Malaysia. So yeah. It's already about 80 pages out of 400 pages. And all of that is only a three months' work. I'm proud of it, a little. Pray for my success will you? Thanks.

Next week is Qurban week. This Wednesday i mean, is Hari Raya Haji. I hate the smell of internal organs and blood. It makes me sick. This reminds me of a conversation between me and mum. My mum was cutting the livers or something of the sheep/goat. I came into the kitchen. Sick of the smell.
Me: Alamak! Apa ni? Liver? Aduhai. Lemah Angel. Geli~
Mum: Kau ni, sama macam kawan ibu. Dia pun geli.
Me: Dah tau Angel geli macam ni, mana boleh jadi doctor.
Mum: Hmm. Jadi bini doctor sudahlah. Boleh eh?
Me: *Terbeliak* InsyaALLAH.
What only my mum. *Laughs*

Next week, Keena♥ sleeping over. Yay! Then, Bella♥ coming over for practice. We have something instored for the family chalet! Not going to tell you. Will have to wait and see. I'll capture the video on that day, and we'll see, okay? So yeah. Excited but not too excited. There's a saying not to be too excited to something bad will happen. What it actually meant is that, If you are too excited and too hopeful for something, then the thing did not happened or what, you will get crushed. Yeah. Don't understand? Nevermind. Forget it. Well then, i will stop here. InsyaALLAH, i won't keep this blog abandoned anymore. Will update everyday. InsyaALLAH. Hopefully some people are actually reading my blog. Thanks anyway. Toodly-Oodly. Assalamualaikum.

♥♥♥

"Aku sudah kahwin sekarang."

2010-10-31T16:39:00.019+08:00

Hello guys! I'm updating at last! Ain't that cool?! WOOOO! I doubt anyone is reading or keeping track of my blog posts, Siapalah saya kan? But, i'll just pretend that many people is reading my blog, untuk sedapkan hati. haha. So, i got something to share with all. For malay lah. Read below. I came across this note yesterday on facebook. So i wanna share it to all. Cry if wanna cry okay? It's a malaysian guy who wrote this. Credits below, after the story. Do read it. It was originally written by: Tuah Mohd Bakheet, but my hands too itchy, so i modify it into proper malay so that you can read it easier, with no short forms. Haha. So, read it!!!! :D Sorry for typo errors and such. Please, i'm just sharing what he wrote. I ain't bragging or what okay? So please, please, please, don't hate me kay?

"Aku Sudah Kahwin Sekarang"

Aku sudah pun berkahwin sekarang. Isteriku memang seorang yang baik. Tetapi, dia tidak seperti yang aku harapkan semasa kami belum bernikah dahulu. Dahulu, sebelum kami disahkan menjadi sepasang suami isteri, si dia memang seorang yang pendiam dan jarang bercakap dengan orang, apatah lagi lelaki. Rakan-rakanku puji si dia. Jadi, masa itu, sukar juga untukku menegur dirinya. Segan senantiasa apabila mendekati si dia. Aku kuatkan juga semangat untuk menegurnya suatu hari. Lama kelamaan aku suka dia seperti itu. Tidaklah cemburu sangat aku dibuatnya kerana jarang berbual dengan lelaki.

Hendak dikatakan cantik, memang cantik si dia. Kalau tidak, bagaimana aku boleh jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama. Walauapapun, dia sempurna pada mataku. Rakan-rakan aku ada juga cuba untuk mendekati dirinya, tetapi, dia tidak menghiraukan. Akhirnya, dia jatuh ke tanganku jua. Sudah tentu aku bangga. Nama panggilannya Ara. Nama betulnya, tidak perlulah kamu semua tahu. Biarlah rahsia.

Aku berusaha dengan cara yang paling elok. Aku pun berjumpa dengan bapanya. Gentlemen katakan. Sedaya-upaya aku cuba untuk mengambil hati bapanya, yang dikenali sebagai, Encik Marzuki. Bapanya seorang yang berterus-terang. Habislah aku dibuatnya. Kutukkan dan marah diluahkan padaku.
"Awak kenal anak saya?" Soal Encik Marzuki. Aku hanya mampu menggeleng lantas menunduk ke lantai.
"Kenapa awak hendak berkahwin dengan anak saya?" Encik Marzuki bertanya dengan dahi berkerut.
"Kerana saya minat dengan anak Cik." Aku jawab dengan sedikit gugup. Semacho-macho aku ini, tetap ada rasa gementar.
"Minat kerana apa?" Soalnya lagi. Aku menjongketkan kedua-dua baahuku menandakan tidak tahu.
"Kalau awak tak dapat anak saya?"
"Saya mahu juga, Cik." Seakan mendesak aku dibuatnya.
"Hai.. Awak ini, tak kenal anak saya, tetapi nak juga kahwin dengannya. Macam mana ini?"
"Lepas kahwin, boleh lah saya kenal dia, Cik. Kan lebih afdal dan elok jika bercinta selepas kahwin? Lagipun, selepas kahwin, semuanya sudah halal." Tersengih-sengih aku menjawab. Encik Marzuki terdiam dengan jawapanku.

Hatiku retak seribu. Encik Marzuki seperti menolak mentah-mentah lamaranku. Atau dia sengaja mahu menguji kehebatan cintaku terhadap Ara? Aku tersengih seperti kerang busuk dengan anggapanku. Terlintas difikiranku untuk mencari calon yang lain. Patah sayapku untuk berharap lagi semenjak bertemu dengan bapa Ara. Ika. Nama itu dibisikkan ke cuping telingaku. Ia tak ia. Ika, aku dari dahulu memang menyukai dirinya. Memang serasi dengan gadis ini.

Hari yang ku nanti-nantikan, akhirnya tiba. Aku seperti tidak percaya dengan keputusan yang ku terima. Lamaranku di terima dengan dada yang lapang. Alhamdullillah! Syukur padaMu Ya ALLAH! Mati-mati aku fikirkan bahawa lamaranku akan ditolak, tetapi ini sebaliknya! Gembira tidak terkata aku dibuatnya. Sahlah aku tidak ada jodoh dengan Ika, walaupun kami serasi. Aku pun memberitahu Ika bahawa aku akan berkahwin tidak lama lagi. Ada perubahan diwajahnya apabila dia diberitahu. Tetapi, sedaya-upaya dia menunjukkan wajah yang tenang. Dia mengucapkan tahniah dan semoga aku akan berbahagia. Sejak kejadian itu, aku tidak bertemu dengannya lagi.

Usai sudah acara akad nikah dan akhirnya, aku sudah pun bergelar suami. Suami kepada Ara. Gembira aku bukan kepalang, dan hanya ALLAH sahaja yang tahu betapa bahagia aku pada saat itu. Di rumah, Ara seperti biasa. Sepatah yang ku tanya, setengah patah yang dijawabnya. Kalau aku tidak membuka mulut, alamatnya, memang tiada bunyi didalam rumah itu. Mengalahkan kubur!

Ara ini tidak lah 'bisu' sangat. Kadang-kala dia bersuara juga. Aku ini, kaki bual semula jadi, sementara Ara ini semula jadi pendiam. Apabila aku berkata sesuatu, dia seperti tidak faham apa yang aku katakan. Lama-kelamaan, aku pun diam, malas hendak berbual. Bosan hanya ALLAH sahaja yang tahu. Ara cuma tahu sengih, menunjukkan baris giginya, seperti mana yang telahku buat pada bapanya suatu ketika dahulu.

Aku perokok sederhana dan bukan 'passive smoker'. Isteriku, Ara, seperti fobia dengan asap rokok. Bau nafas aku yang bersisa rokok, dia pasti akan terbatuk-batuk. Walaupun, kadang-kadang aku tidak merokok, dia tetap akan terbatuk-batuk. Akhirnya, kerana kasih sayangku pada Ara, aku tidak tegar mahu merokok didepannya. Lama-kelamaan, aku kurangkan merokok, tetapi jika gian sangat, aku akan merokok hanya pada waktu pejabat.

Itu baru kisah Ara. Kisah aku pula; Isteriku, bekerja dihospital, dibahagian ubat-ubatan. Bau ubat-ubat pula, aku tidak senang. Pasti aku pening kepala. Itu sebablah aku sihat, dan tidak suka ke doktor. Hari-hari aku akan hantar dan jemput dia dari kerja. Dan setiap hari jugalah, bajunya akan penuh dengan bau ubat-ubatan. Jadi, tanpa mengguris hatinya, aku pun bertimbang rasa. Membuka tingkap kereta dalam perjalanan. Nyaman juga.

Pada suatu hari itu, malang memang tidak berbau. Hujan lebat semasa aku menjemput Ara pulang. Apakan daya, tingkap kereta pun tidak boleh dibuka akibat hujan yang lebat. Dengan pening-pening lalat, aku gagahkan juga untuk memandu pulang. Bau ubat semakin menusuk rongga hidung. Penglihatanku kian pudar. Tahu-tahu.. "DUSH!" Kami kemalangan. Aku tidak cedera parah tetapi Ara. Dia dikejarkan ke hospital. Hai.. Hospital lagi. Doktor berkata denganku bahawa keadaan Ara lemah kerana keguguran yang dialami dari kemalangan itu. Ara keguguran?! Ya ALLAH! Ara mengandung dua bulan dan kami berdua tidak tahu-menahu. Apalah nasib.. Tiada rezeki.

Selepas kejadian malang itu, aku menyuruh Ara berhenti kerja dan duduk rumah. Aku sudah mengorbankan rokokku, jadi dia juga harus kobankan kerjanya. Aku pun sudah tidak tahan dengan bau ubat. Lagipun, aku seorang bekerja sudah lebih dari cukup untuk menyara hidup kami.

Hampir setahun kami berkahwin. Hujan tak ada, ribut tak ada, tahu-tahu, Ika datang secara mendadak. Dia akui bahawa dia masih menyintai diriku dan merayu padaku untuk mengambil dia sebagai isteri keduaku. Dia sanggup.

Angau ke apa perempuan ini? Padahal perkahwinanku ini masih lagi baru. Menurut Ika, dia yakin bahawa kami berdua amat serasi dan saling memahami. Itu yang buat dia berani untuk berdepan denganku dan mengajakku kahwin. Aku tidak mahu berdolak-dalik. Jadi, aku berterus-terang dengan Ika.
"Ya, i mengaku yang i memang tak begitu serasi dengan isteri i. Ada banyak perkara yang kami tiada persamaan. Walauapapun, kami masih lagi mencuba untuk mengenali dan memahami hati budi masing-masing. I cuba untuk membiasakan diri dengan bau ubat-ubatan pada baju-baju Ara dahulu dan cuba untuk berhenti merokok waktu awal-awal kami kahwin. Dan kami pun bahagia sekarang ini. I tak sanggup mahu menduakan isteri i. I sayang dan cintakan dia, Ika. You kena terima hakikat ini. You kena terima bahawa kita tiada jodoh. Maafkan i."
Aku pun berlalu sebaik kata-kata itu aku luahkan.

Benar, banyak perkara yang aku dan Ara tiada persamaanya. Ara tidak banyak bercakap. Apabila aku membuat lawak, dia seperti tidak menangkap lawak yangku berikan. Amat menyedihkan lagi, apabila berjumpa dengan rakan-rakanku, lagi lah dia menyepi. Bukan itu sahaja, Ara hari-hari suka memasak masakan yang sama. Jarang betul aku dapat makan makanan yang berlainan, selain makan dilluar. Itu pun, Ara akan 'order' makanan yang sama setiap kali. Lucu apabila teringatkan isteriku yang satu ini.

Rezekiku kian murah. Akhirnya, kami dikurniakan seorang putera. Sudah hampir empat tahun kini, tetapi pandai mengaji sedikit-sedikit. Semua itu, berkat kerajinan isteriku. Jika bab-bab agama, serahkan sahaja pada Ara. Hafiz, anakku, sudah dipraktikkan dari kecil untuk mengaji Al'Quran. Alhamdullillah, semoga esok-esok, Hafiz akan menjadi anak yang soleh, InsyaALLAH. Amiin.

Semakin hari, semakin bosan aku dengan rumah tangga kami. Ara pula, suka menyepi dan jarang hendak berborak panjang dengan aku. Aku pula, suka keluar dan melepak dengan rakan-rakan. Semakin lama, aku kian jarang melekat dirumah. Kadang-kala aku lewat malam baru pulang, ketika semua sudah tidur dan akan keluar ke kerja pada awal pagi. Dalam tempoh itu juga, aku bertemu dengan seseorang. Tidak lain dan tidak bukan, Lisa, kawan sekerjaku. Baru juga dia bekerja di ofis itu. Asyik benar kami keluar bersama. Apatah lagi mukaku yang kacak ini, akhirnya, Lisa tersangkut juga denganku. Dialah yang mengajakku keluar malam dan menemaniku berborak sehingga pagi.

Aku sedar akan diriku yang seolah-olah mempergunakan Lisa untuk menghiburkan hati aku yang sepi. Sesekali, terlintas juga di fikiranku untuk memperisterikan Lisa, tetapi takut juga Ara berkecil hati. Lisalah tempatku meluahkan perasaan. Adakalanya juga kami bergaduh dan kerap juga Lisa tercarut-carut kepadaku. Selepas itu, akan meminta maaf dengan alasan tersasul. Walauapapun, aku memang terhibur dengan Lisa sementara, Ara dan Hafiz dirumah, semakin jarangku meluangkan masa dengan mereka.

Ara sedar akan perubahan aku dari hari ke hari. Dia kian sedar bahawa aku sudah ada pengganti baru dihati. Suatu hari itu, dia menegurku dengan lembut.
"Abang.. Ara izinkan abang kalau abang mahu kahwin lagi. Tetapi, dengan syarat, dia mesti seorang wanita yang elok-elok. Ara tidak mahu pelajaran Hafiz terganggu." Terkebil-kebil aku dibuatnya dengan kata-kata Ara. Ara tidak menunjukkan apa-apa kemarahan, malahan dia mengucap kata-kata itu dengan tenang. Pelajaran Hafiz terganggu? Apa maksud dia? Apa pula kaitannya? Pelik.

Terfikir juga aku. Lisa itu, wanita yang elok ke? Pakaiannya hari-hari pun, senantiasa ketat dan seperti tidak cukup kain pula di dunia ini. Belum lagi dengan make-upnya. Tebal dua inci seperti tidak boleh terkena air. Tak ambil air sembahyang ke dia ini? Atau.. Cuti sepanjang tahun?!

Akhirnya, aku menangguhkan hajatku untuk berkahwin satu lagi, dengan Lisa. Mungkin selepas kahwin, boleh juga aku menasihat dirinya sedikit. Tetapi, semasa bercinta pun, Lisa asyik lawan kata-kataku. Aduh! Pening!

Ketika perkahwinan aku dengan Ara mencecah empat tahun dahulu, rumah tangga kami ditimpa dugaan yang maha besar. Ara mula jatuh sakit, dan batuknya kian teruk. Akhirnya, dia dikejarkan ke hospital. Saat itu, aku bagaikan tidak tentu arah. Rasa bersalah menyelubungi diriku.
"Isteri encik.. Menghadap penyakit barah tekak. Kondisinya semakin sirius. Dia menghadapi penyakit ini dari dulu lagi." Doktor itu pun berkata apabila ditanya bagaimana Ara. Ya ALLAH! Penyakit itu yang membuat dia selalu batuk dan terpaksa menahan sakit apabila bercakap. Aku rasa seperti ditusuk dengan anak panah yang tumpul ketika mendegar akan berita tersebut. Patutlah Ara jarang sangat bercakap! Kenapa dia tidak beritahu aku akan hal ini?! Ya ALLAH!

"Penyakit itu kian lama, kian teruk. Ia memberi effect terhadap jantung. Disebabkan oleh pernafasannya selalu kurang dari yang sepatutnya. Jantungnya akhirnya lemah.. Jantungnya juga sekarang semakin rosak akibat barah itu." Terang doktor itu lagi apabila dia melihat aku tidak terkata.
"Tapi.. Bagaimana dia boleh mengajar anak saya mengaji, doktor?" Soalku dengan lemah.
"Memang ada ubat untuk diminum sebagai pelincir dalam tekak. Tetapi ianya cuma boleh kurangkan rasa sakit dan akan bertahan pada masa yang singkat. Perubatannya juga agak mahal, jadi, isteri encik tidak boleh minum selalu."
Aku terjelopok ke lantai. Aku buntu. Ya ALLAH! Berat benar dugaan yang menimpa isteriku! Kasihan Ara. Apa aku sudah buat ini?!

Barulah aku terfikir, patutlah kami tidak pernah bertikam-lidah dan tidak pernah bergaduh. Mungkin itu hikmah disebaliknya. Aku sedar akan selama ini, sering benar aku tinggalkan Ara di rumah sementara aku berfoya-foya di luar dengan perempuan lain. Ara pula, sanggup menanggung derita setiap kali perlu menjawab pertanyaanku. Tidak pula dia merungut dan meluahkan derita yang ditanggung kepadaku.

"Jantung isteri encik sudah lemah sangat dan mungkin.. Dia tidak dapat bertahan lama. Harap encik dapat bersabar dan banyakkan doa." Aku menangis dan meraung di hadapan doktor itu walaupun doktor itu perempuan. Aku sudah tidak menghiraukan lagi. Aku menyesal akan cara aku melayani Ara selama ini. Ara sudah memberi aku segalanya. Ara menjaga makan minumku dan mengajar Hafiz, anak kami mengaji dan taat kepadaku. Tidak pernah melawan kehendakku dan kata-kataku. Ketika disuruh berhenti kerja dahulu, dia akur, walaupun di rumah, dia tetap membaca buku tentang ubat-ubatan. Minat terhadap pekerjaan dia tidak pernah pupus. Ya ALLAH! Ampunilah diriku, Ya ALLAH! Maafkan Abang, Ara! Abang terlalu mementingkan diri sendiri!

Aku pulang ke rumah untuk membersihkan diri sebelum pulang ke hospital untuk menemani isteri tercinta. Sempat juga aku menengok kembali kenangan-kenangan kami dahulu. Kebetulan, kotak hantaran semasa kami berkahwin dahulu, ada di depan mata. Dibelek-belek kotak itu. Ada satu kotak jam - jam yang aku pakai sehingga kini. Aku terkejut apabila ada sehelai kertas yang diselitkan disitu. Dengan perasan ingin tahu, aku pun mengambil kertas itu, lantas membacanya.

1 Julai 2007;

Buat suamiku yang baru kupunya..
Terima kasih kerana menawarkan cintamu,
Yang ku tunggu-tunggu sejak kita mula bertemu suatu waku dahulu,
Ku juga benar-benar cinta padamu,
Dan kumenangis apabila dirimu melamarku.

Buat suamiku yang baru kupunya..
Luaranku mungkin tampak sempurna,
Luaranku mungkin ramai yang terpesona,
Tetapi diriku bukanlah sesempurna yang abang sangkakan,
Kerana suaraku bukan kepunyaan kita.

Buat suamiku yang baru kupunya..
Andai abang ingin lihat Ara ketawa,
Ara hanya mampu tersenyum pada abang,
Andai abang mahu Ara berjenaka,
Mungkin Ara akan menangis dibahu abang.

Kerana Ara tak mampu berbicara,
Seperti orang lain berbicara,
Kerana Ara tak mampu ketawa,
Seperti orang lain ketawa.

Jika membaca surat ini akan meleburkan cinta abang,
Ara pasrah dan relakan abang menjauhi,
Jika membaca surat ini Ara tetap dihati abang,
Ara sujud sejuta syukur pada ILAHI.

Yang benar,
Isteri yang menyanjungimu, Ara.

*Ara selitkan surat ini dalam kotak jam abang, semoga abang mudah terlihat surat ini..

Berderai lagi airmataku. Kenapa aku tidak terbaca surat ini empat tahun yang lalu? Kenapa aku tidak tahu akan penderitaan Ara awal-awal dahulu? Kenapa baru sekarang aku mendapat tahu?

Empat tahun usia perkahwinan kami, Ara telah bertungkus-lumus memberiku segala-galanya. Yang paling berharga ialah, anak yang dikurniakan, comel dan bijak. Tetapi apa yang pernah aku berikan kepada Ara? Kejam betul aku.

Mulai saat itu, aku menjaga Ara dengan sepenuh hati. Hafiz dihantarkan ke rumah kakak Ara untuk dijaga buat sementara waktu. Aku akan tidur, menemani Ara di hospital setiap hari. Tidak lagi, ku endahkan bau ubat-ubatan. Hari-hari kerjaku ialah ulang-alik hospital. Masuk ofis hanya buat sementara waktu. Aku sudah tidak terurus lagi, dan saat itu lah baruku sedar akan betapa pentingnya Ara didalam hidupku. Jiwaku kosong tanpa Ara.

Dalam keadaan Ara yang agak lemah, aku meminta kebenaran doktor untuk membawa si isteri melancong. Hendakku temani dia puas-puas, dan membahagiakan dirinya dalam sisa-sisa hayat dirinya. Biar dia terlupa akan derita yang ditanggung selama ini. Saat itu, dia menangis sepuas-puasnya dibahuku. Sejak dia sakit, kami hanya berbalas tulisan dikertas yang akanku simpan sampai bila-bila walaupun tulisannya ringkas sahaja.

Ara tak menyesal kahwin dengan abang. Dan Ara bahagia hidup dengan abang. Ayat-ayat itu tertulis di atas kertas yang ku simpan hingga kini. Bukan itu sahaja dia tulis, malah, siap cuba untuk lukis gambar orang senyum. Aduh! Kenangan yang bisa membuatku ketawa dan menangis pada masa yang sama. Ketika itu, kami sangat bahagia. Namun, keadaan Ara juga semakin lemah. Sudah tidak termampu aku melihat dia menderita lagi. Nafas yang diambilnya setiap kali, sangatlah azab pada aku melihatnya. Kalaulah aku boleh mengambil derita itu daripadanya, ingin sahaja aku ambilnya dengan rela hati!

"Ya ALLAH Ya Tuhanku, jika Kau masih penjangkan hayat isteriku, Kau berilah aku separuh kesengsaraannya, biar kurang kesengsaraannya, Ya ALLAH. Tetapi, jika hanya kematian yang dapat mematikan kesengsaraan isteriku, aku redha Ya ALLAH.." Ucapku dalam sedu-sedan. Aku sudah tidak tahu mahu berbuat apa lagi. Aku membacakan surah Yaasin ditelinganya berulang-kali dan membiarkan anak kami dipangkuan Ara sambil memeluk-meluk ibunya.

Akhirnya, Tuhan menjemputnya kembali pada suatu malam, ketika dia tidur dipangkuanku. Aku pasrah. Kesedihanku terubat apabila kulihat dia pergi dengan tenang. Sempat juga, kuajarkan dua Kalimah Syahadat. Dahinya berpeluh jernih. Lalu kukucup dahinya buat kali terakhir. Berat hatiku mahu melepaskan Ara. Namun, apakan dayaku, aku pasrah dan hanya berserah. Aku tidak putus mendoakan dirinya.

Kini, hampir lima tahun perkahwinan kami. Tinggal aku dan Hafiz sebagai penghuni rumah tersebut. Kehadiran Ara dirumah itu dahulu, amat sunyi dan sepi. Kini dengan ketiadaan Ara, rumah itu dirasakan lebih sepi daripada sebelumnya. Terasa kehilangan itu, sehingga sekarang. Sifat Ara yang dahulu, suka berdiam diri kini, diwarisi olehku, yang kaki borak. Rindu terhadap arwah isteriku, sering kali aku menangis mengenangkan dirinya. Sampai sekarang, helaian-helaian tulisan terakhir Ara masih lagi kusimpan buat kenangan dan akan membawanya kemana-mana sahaja. Abang rindu Ara, Sayang!

p/s: (tarik nafas pnjang2 dluu.. bru bc kenyataan d bwh :))

ok,, emm.. dh bnyk dh tnya, dh bnyk kali sye jwb sblom ni.. ingin sy maklumkan skali lg, ini bukan citer betol.. (trus x sedih..) sekadar imaginary story. trima kasih kerana 'like' dan 'share'.. x berniat brbohong. sy sndiri pon budak lg, blom kawin haha. sy main tulis je ni.. huhu.. (30 oktober 2010, 12.33am)
-by Tuah Mohd Bakheet on Saturday, October 30, 2010 at 6:33am
(For those who wants to see the original one, and thinks my modified 'language' is not good, go ahead. Here's the link. http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=444754177337 )

No hard feelings kay? He's a great-great-great Novelist, i tell you. Dan secara tidak langsung, i'm his peminat. Aisey~ InsyaALLAH, if my rezeki murah, i'll be like him one day. A novelist, InsyaALLAH. :D

BEST KAN?! I cried reading it. Check check, kena tipu! HAHAH! But, it's okay. ia memberi kesan yang dalam terhadapku. foooh.

"if i had the courage to see myself as i really am, i would find out what is wrong with me, and correct it. Then i might have a chance to profit by my mistakes and less time building alibis to cover the lies." - adapted from a novel i read recently..

Okay done. penat tahu i rewrite everything. hehe. Yes, i admit, i tambahkan abit of words and exaggerate it alittle. Biasalah, terbawa-bawa! Anywhos, seriously, no hard feelings. If you are the writer of the story above, i just wanna say, Congrats for making one of the best novels ever! Sorry if i modified a little. Maaf! But, i really didn't change anything, so, yeah, thanks! :D
LOVE YOU ALL! Jangan terkejut kay? :D
Those who have been keep track of my blog, thanks! Coz for keeping my blog kinda 'alive'. And please, tag only necessary stuffs eh. Thank you!

Something for all to think about

2010-10-30T00:11:00.004+08:00

Sorry but it's in malay. :D
Someone send it to me, so i decided to share it. Yes, semoga ia bermanfaat.

Kawan2,sadarkah kita bahwa akhir2 ini, apabila kita tidak segera bertindak, kita akan terjerumus kedalam pergaulan bebas yang membahayakan diri kita? Tidak kah kita sadari bahwa pacaran seolah2 menjadi fashion yang harus diikuti, padahal Rosululloh SAW (yang seharusnya kita ikuti) tidak mengajarkan demikian..
Berikut ini 6 alasan kenapa kita harus menghindarinya:

1. Pacaran itu ga jelas hubungannya [suami istri bukan, sodara bukan,] tapi bermesra-mesraan seakan2 itu suami istri. Dan nanti ketika Kebobolan maka si Laki2 dgn bebas meninggalkannya.. tidak ada hukum pidana dlm hal hamil diluar nikah karna suka sama suka.

2. Laki2 yg pacaran tidak Jentel..!! hanya berani main-main saja.. tidak serius untuk mencintainya.. tidak berani langsung ngomong ke ortunya.. berjuta alasan muncul untuk menunda nikah dan membenarkan pacaran..dgn alasan untuk mengenal sicalon pasangan..

3. Perempuan yg pacaran itu murahan, mereka mudah sekali melepas kehormatan n wibawa dia kepada seorang lelaki tanpa ada ikatan yg sah. mudah putus dan cari pacar lagi.. bener2 murahan

4. Ga ada yg menjamin bahwa pacaran itu bakal sampe nikah, kalo pun sampe nikah.. pasti isi pernikahanya sering kali diwarnai kericuhan.. percaya ga percaya..Percayalah..!! karna ketika pacaran, sering kali berkomunikasi dgn pacarnya..kadang mesra, romantis.. kadang juga bertengkar..!! namun apa yg akan terjadi bila sepasang wanita n laki2 ini bertengkar tanpa ada ikatan yg jelas yg bisa membentengi setiap masalah kehidupan..? maka yg terjadi adalah Putuss.. kemudian cari pacar lagi, putus lagi, capi pacar lagi n putus lagi..[kaya lagu ST2Gelas]

5. Ketika pacaran, mungkin mereka berharap bahwa dialah manusia terakhir yg akan mendampinginya utk mengharungi bahtera rumah tangga.. btul ga..? tapi, tahukah anda.. dibalik itu ternyata sipasangan memperhatikan, meneliti dan menilai anda.. didalam hatinya "apakan dia pantas menjadi pendampingku, sedangkan tingkah lakunya seperti itu, dan aku sudah tau kebiasaan buruknya"

6. Pacaran itu isinya Bohong semua..!! didepan pasangan pura2 sok romantis, kata2nya disaring betul2 sehingga yg terlontar hanya kata2 yg baik2 saja.. ketika mau ketemuan pura2 Mandi, dan-dan, make minyak wangi.. pura2 menjaga perasaaannya.. pura2 perhatian, sms rayuan gombal.. terkadang memberi nasihat yg islami seolah2 mereka pacaran islami.. Sory ya di Islam ga ada Pacaran Islami.

Dan kalaupun pasangan ini menikah makan yg terjadi adalah kericuhan, karna masing2 pihak merasa dibohongi ketika pacaran..!Mana tutur kata manismu ketika pacaran dulu.?Mana sms mesramu ketika pacaran dulu..?Mana tubuh wangimu ketika ingin menjumpaiku dulu.?Mana...? mana...? mana...??

Berbeda dengan Langsung Nikah... :

1. dari awal ketemu Jujur2an. masing2 pasangan mengutarakan "niat saya begini, sifat saya begini, dan beginilah saya adanya.. klopun ada kekurangan silahkan ditutupi kemudian dilengkapi"

2. Penuh tanggung jawab. atas sakitnya pasangan anda, makanya, tidurnya, tempat tinggalnya, pakaianya, dll

3. Menjadi laki2 kesatria, tangguh n jentelmen.. ketika dia suka dgn seseorang maka dia langsung istikhoroh kemudian ta'aruf ke calonnya, klo cocok langsung melamar dan aqad.. tidak ada main2 didalamnya

4. Nikmatnya pacaran setelah nikah. segala yg dilakukan oleh suami istri adalah halalan thoyyiban* duit n waktu yg terbuang tidak sia2 hanya untuk pasangan anda..

Apalagi kita yg sudah mengaji bab pergaulan dalam islam, maka kita musti sadari bahwa petunjuk2 yg diberikan Rosululloh sungguh2 terbukti membawa kebarokahan dan kebahagiaan bagi orang2 yang beriman.

Jadi gimana? masih terpikir untuk pacaran??

AJKK n semoga bermanfaat :D

It's Your Birthday, Gorgeous!

2010-10-17T20:04:00.006+08:00

SURAINI!!!! Gorgeous! haha. idk if my spelling correct or not, but i pronounced it right. okayokay. So, Suraini! She's finally sixteen! At last. ahha. Alhamdullillah, Allah telah memberimu sehingga 16 tahun and insyaALLAH lagi panjang lagi umurmu. Moga-moga, dipanjangkan umur, murah rezeki dan sihat selalu! May all your wishes come true babe! Amiin. Read back my msg to you. haha! Good luck for your future, 'o's and everything! All the best! Have a great life ahead ye? Jangan lupa aku tau kay? Sayang awak~ And thanks for being there for me whenever i'm down. Thanks for cheering me up, console me. Thanks for being my great and best friend, love. :D
Suraini is a friend who will ALWAYS be there for you when you're down, when you have a problem and a VERY caring friend. Fun to be around with. Her selamba-ness of being sarcastic at times. "Jadi kucing." The best line ever. If there's any outings, without her, is no fun. And yes, she's gorgeous. Suraini's a great friend, caring sister, loving daughter and cucu solehah. :D I'll end my post here. Love ya' suraini! :D

2010-10-10T17:50:00.003+08:00

On hiatus for this week AT LEAST.
Exams. Gonna continue study now. Bye!
Wish me luck. And to the rest, GOOD LUCK! :D

2010-10-05T18:03:00.003+08:00

Due to boredom, this is what i found and gonna do. Enjoy~ Oh yeah, i'm gonna quote the lyric out of the songs later. so, macam kena lah dengan question ya? So, after you read the question, read the quote. The song title is just for referrence. Enjoy~ :D

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends ( I don't wanna tag anyone, if you feel like doing, just do it.)
5. Have Fun! :D

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. "It's okay-ay-ay-ay~" :D

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Over You - Daughtry. "More than you, more than you know~" O.o

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Asmara Ini - Fazley. "Pedihnya kurasakan dan hanya berserah~" XP

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sorry, Blame It On Me - Akon. "You can put the blame on me~" -.-

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Cenderawasih - 2D. "Pandanglah hamba si gagak hutan, Sebelah mata pun hamba tak terkilan~" (:

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Always You - Amber Pacific. "I'll be there everytime, in your heart and in your eyes~" :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade. "Could it be that we have been this way before~"

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Never Say Never - Justin Bieber ft. Jaden Smith. "I never thought that i could walk through fire~"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Tonight - Boyce Avenue. "She conceals the message, buries her head, Tells herself she’s fine, But her eyes, they say goodbye~"

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hari Ini Dalam Sejarah - Ruffedge♥ "Sayang hari ini, kita dalam sejarah, tersebutlah kisah cinta antara kita berdua~" ♥

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
My Hands - David Archuleta. "I'm outside in this cold still looking for you, oh~" :D

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Pesanan Buat Kekasih - Spring. "Seorang, insan yang terluka~" XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Beat Again - JLS. "How could i without you, without you, oh. Coz' you're the only one i let in~" [Macam kena pula lyricnya. hahah!]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Why - Secondhand Serenade. "Why do you do this so easily~"

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Kisah Cinta(Love Story) - Amri. [Love Story malay version.] "We were both young when i first saw you~"

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Crush - David Archuleta. "And i just got to know~" HAHAHA! Sungguh tak kena. Meraung aku dekat dalam kubur nanti!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Seluruh Mahabbah - Amer Munawer. "Kuberikan, kunyatakan, hanya kepada mu~" :D:D

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
The Rght To Write Me Off - Amber Pacific. "Can we make this last forever~":))

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Pesona - Numata. "Mengajakku berdansa bersama kamu~" HAHA!

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Miasara - Afdlin Shauki. "Dari duka di dunia~" Sedih or what? ):

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
One Last - Taufik Batisah.♥ "One last dance to our first song~" )';

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Worplay - Jason Mraz. "I'm the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's~"

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
If My Heart Was A House - Owl City.f "I'd feel colder when i walk alone~" Awww.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Selokah Tipah - Ruffedge.♥ "Tak mungkin jiwaku mampu melupakan, kini berakhir sebuah mimpi~"

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Follow Me - Uncle Kracker. "Won't give you money, can't give you the sky~"

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Bukan Ku Tak Sudi - Iklim. "Bukan ku tak sudi, Kasih, untuk bersamamu bercinta lagi~"

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Bila April - Fazley. "Berikanlah oh waktu, kenalilah dirimu~"

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Geek In The Pink - Jason Mraz. "That on the other side, the grass is greener~"

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Kekasih Halal - Wali. "Siapakah dirinya, yangkan menjadi kekasih halalku~"

AHAHHAA! Funkan? Okay dah bye! :D Not really updating, just keeping the blog alive. Now, want to study, EOY oi~ OKay bye. :D

InsyaALLAH, if i rajin, i will update everything, during weekends. So, checkitdout~ hahhaa. :D

2010-09-23T08:10:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum~
Yes didn't update for a long time right?
I've been absent from school for two days already. Suspect HFMD.
Coz' a few days ago, i dran water from my youngest water bottle.
I didn't know he had blisters in his mouth, so yeah.
Got it. Vart to do, vhen you got to go, you got to go.
Today another check up later to confirm. If it gets worse,
Must Take BLOOD TEST. *Faint*
Yesterday, JBot went jalan raya but i can't follow. It's not what.
Eversince my grandma hospitalised, seriously, to me, there's no raya already.
So, guys, have fun kay? InsyaALLAH if going to teacher's house i'll follow.
So far, today i've checked my blisters in my mouth.
It has reduced! YAY! hopefully no blood test please. :D
Okay, i update until here only kay?
I miss JBot and the rest of my friends out there!
Nadd, i miss you too. (;
Bye~

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-09T16:10:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum to all!

The picture on top very adorable right? HEHE.
How are you people? Fine i hope. Been seeing a few taggers or should i say blog walkers, on my tagboard. THANKS FOR VISITING! I REALLY APPRECIATE IT. DO FEEL FREE TO COME AGAIN. :D
Hey, heard about the September 11 Burn the Qur'an day? I read the article online and also in newspapers. Saw this person's review.
"This is no big deal. Do what you have to and will do what we have to. Most important Allah(swt) will do what he has to. He is the almighty and powerful. People of America mark my words! leave Florida as soon as possible. The wrath of Allah will soon be there and you will have to suffer the consequences. Florida is already in trouble with Hurricanes and decline housing market but I guess they want more angry response from the Almight god. So be it! " -First L
Part of my view, WHY DO YOU PEOPLE WANTS TO BURN THE QUR'AN? IF YOU THINK IT WILL CONTRIBUTE TO PEACE, YOUR THINKING IS DAMN WRONG. Okay, i touched too much on this subject. Don't wish to say much coz' i'm worried if anything happens. So yeah, actually, i agree with the person on top. Anywhos, PEACE!
Yesterday, i watched Tipah Tertipu on my laptop. Awwwwwww. hahaha. He's so cute! HAHAHAH! Anywhos, i LOVE the movie. It actually gives me the motivation to study hard and be successful in life. Well, to me of course.
In FB, i liked AmerMunawerYusoff's page<3. FUH!! Thank you eh Azryn for liking it first, if not, i wouldn't have known about it. THANKS! So, he's already selling his singles. I WANT TO BUY! But, he's still finding representatives from Singapore, Ipoh, Mesir and such to help to sell his Singles. I Know i'm going to buy it. HEHEH! But, must wait till it arrives in Singapore. So tidak menyabar saya dibuatnya. :D
Ps/ : I lOVE his Suluruh Mahabbah<3
Oh yeah, bought a hair straightener, after meeting tatak teena! HAHAHA! I CAN CURL MY HAIR, But lazy. Kay dah best. :D
I tried to find the video on Ruffedge's wakenabeb. BUT CANNOT FIND. Aiyamak. I wanna watch really bad. Suddenly got the urge to watch again.
Now, currently i am addicted to Mind your language, a classic series of comedy! The main character, Barry Evans also known as Mr Brown died tragically, Suicide. Not sure about the cause of death but it's suicide all right. Whereas Ali, My favourite character, the Funniest one, died too. It's okay, at least, their comedies are still on air. They will not be forgotten. (';
Two days ago was my First Big Brother's birthday! And Sunburn's birthday also. haha. Wish them few wishes. Abang Amir is coming back this Saturday! YAY! And F.A.<3 is coming back on SUNDAY! :D hahahaha. I have yet to post videos up. ahhaha! Goodness.
Tomolo is Hari Raya already. So, enjoy my blogsong. How are you all feeling? Good? Great? Excited? Sad? Gloomy? Moody? What are your first day raya coloured clothes? Mine's pink. Oh yours' pink too? *High 5* Yours a different colour? It's okay, we'll be rainbow! Anywhos, i would like to wish all Selamat Hari Raya, maap zahir dan batin. 'Takobballahhuminna wa minkum'. Maaf kanlah saya jika tersalah kata, menyinggungi perasaan awak semua, harap maaf. Moga ibadah puasa kita semua diberkati dan diterima ALLAH. Amiin. Salam Eid Mubarak. :D
That's it for this post. Anywhos, did anyone do Elearning? *silence* hahaha. Anywhosssssss, Selamat Hari Raya, again, and enjoy your holidays before it ends! :D

I SNEEZED AND GUESS WHAT? MY NOSE LEAKED AGAIN. -.-"

2010-08-31T15:51:00.004+08:00

I don't know why but i just can't help laughing when i saw this on twitter:
______ is following 19, has 967 followers and 8 listed. Wanna know the best thing?
______ has 0 tweets.
Get it? For your info, yes it is an artist. As in, the ______ is a fan i think and uses this artist's name. People or fans rather thinks its the real artist. The funny thing is that, ______ has alot of followers but no tweets! HAHAHAH! Okay, if you catch no balls, then nevermind.
Had teacher's day celebration just now. & i posted our class video up on youtube. Go see. Nevermind, it's on top. This is the description.

PLEASE READ DESCRIPTION!! :D
This is a video on Teacher's Day. It was made last minute, but it turned out okay. Hope you guys enjoy it, sorry for the quite-bad quality due to the size. I had to change the format and therefore, it became into a bad quality. If i'm free, i'll upload the clearer one. Sorry. Anywhos, if the video is not clear enough, this is a not-too-short summary.

We, The 4C'2010 of JSS, would like to thank all our teachers for teaching us, for tolerating with our behaviour.
For, Ms Vijay; We would like to thank you for really, really tolerating with our class. Even though we like to 'make fun' or disturb you, we are glad you are our form teacher and english teacher. "foRcus"
For Mr Faydzully, Thank you for being there for us and teaching us maths. Thank you for bonding our class and boost our confidence. We learn through your personal stories and heed your advice. Thanks for being our Co-form and maths teacher. "Pull yourself out to one corner."
For Mdm Yang, Thanks for teaching us chinese (for chinese pupils). And thanks for being our supportive Co-form and chinese teacher.
For Ms Tan, Thanks for teaching us History, and tolerating with our class behaviour. Thanks for being our History teacher.
For Mr Kes, Thanks for teaching us Social Studies. Also, we enjoy your lessons as it is never boring, you always like to joke around. Anywhos, Thanks for tolerating with our class noisy-ness and thanks for being our Social Studies teacher.
For Mr Wan, Thanks for teaching us Chemistry. Thanks also, for tolerating with our nonsense and noisy-ness. Yes, we admit, we might be out of control at times. Sorry for those times we were too noisy and you had to shout at us. Anywhos, Thanks for being our Chemistry teacher.
For Mr Ng, Thanks for teaching us Physics. Even though you have already retired/quit, we still want to thank you for teaching us before. You never fail to make us laugh with your Very Lame jokes. Still, we miss you. Believe me or not, when your picture in the video appeared, everyone clapped. We all miss you. Thanks for being our Physics Teacher. "Hero already"
For Ms Yana, Thanks for teaching us F&N. Thanks for being understanding and so good towards us. We are lucky to have you. Thanks for being our F&N teacher.
For Mr Sapii, Thanks for teaching us malay (Malay pupils). Even though we were a little bit childish, you never fail to control us. And you also never fail to make us laugh. Thanks for being our malay teacher.
For Mr Bakhtiar, Thanks for teaching us P.E. We enjoy your lesson so much as it is always fun and exciting. You are always full of jokes and never fail to keep us entertained, be it the games or just some plain jokes. Thanks for being our P.E. teacher.
To all teachers, we seek your forgiveness on making you angry or such. Thanks for tolerating with our nonsensical behaviour and thanks for being there for us. Thanks for all the things you have done for us, for teaching us. We appreciate it very much. Thank you! We LOVE you all very much.
-4C(JSS) 2010 :D

Okay dah bye. Happy one day holiday and All teachers out there, happy teacher's day! :D

F.A. went Umrah

2010-08-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

Currently doing my FnN coursework, part B!
Finishing in about 5minutes. hehehehe.
And psst, F.A. went Umrah. Alhamdullillah.
But sadly, gonna miss all his FB posts.
Tak apa, Jerl, tabah. ahhahhaa.
Wait, before i continue, let me finish up my FnN.
Thank you.

Okay DONE!
i lazy lah wanna update. i write anyhow can?
I feel like wanna upload another video.
BUT! Damn lazy. hahahah!
It's 12 o clock in the morning.
Gonna get to bed.
Use my laptop for a while,
finish up chapter 15th of my NOVEL.
Kay byebye! Goodnight!

I love you all!

Super Duper Turtle

I'm sorry..

Regrets..

Was it worth it?

It feels like more than distance between us

Back to the place where i belong

Sorry guys

Let's drop it

Sejujurnya..

Guess it's impossible already..

I'm just a broken Angel. :'(

Suspense in action?

ADORABLE

Physical Changes

Just in case

Turtle Is Back!

Off to study

Dibawah Lindungan Ka'bah akan kumenantimu

You're better off with someone else

Too weak

:'(

Raya House Visits!

Monday BLUES~

East Area For Raya!

Make-up turned me into an Unfamiliar Angel!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Pictures only

SUNDAY!

*Perasan mode on*

I'm sorry, you've missed it

Like a skyscraper ♥

Taylor Swift's

An interesting post that i came across

Hurt

I cair, you~

Who says we can't live in harmony?

A day well spent

Pengorbanan

Why why why

Why do you do this to me

We left Macdonalds for KFC

This one

I do not know

Maharaja lawak came to an end

Usah lepas genggaman tanganmu..

Officially Missing You

I CAN'T STOP WATCHING THIS MAHARAJA LAWAK!!

Quick update

Innalillahiwainnailaihiroji'un

Goin' away yeay yeay yeaaay~

Thanks!

I'm proud to be a Muslim

Not feeling too well, but i like it

Great Times

Sweet lke sugar

Janganlah selalu berburuk sangka

Doo-BYE

You must know

I need you, and that's the truth

I'm seventeen and i find you sweet

Tidak ku duga

Best Friends That Stay True To You

LOOKING FORWARD

I should not have used pen!

I LOVE MY MUGGING BUDDIES. I REPEAT, I LOVE MY MUGGING BUDDIES

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Thank You, ALLAH.

Synopsis:

InsyaALLAH

i love ibu

New Happy Year, InsyaALLAH ♥

Innallillahi

Assalamualaikum!

TAHNIAH!

Be right back

Believe it or not, i'm stuck in Dubai.

be right back

It's the fact

I'm putting in videos

Orang Dubai Kirim Salam!

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